stones taught me to fly love taught me to lie life taught me to die

2005-10-08T07:49:00.000-07:00

MOVED: www.dirty---littlesecretss.blogspot.com

2005-10-08T07:07:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY FEVER MY GIRLIES! I WENT TO SLEEP BEING A HAPPY LITTLE GIRL YESTERDAY THOUGH ((((: DIDNT COME ONLINE!THATS HOW GOOOD YESTERDAY WENT! I MET UP WITH MY GIRLIES CRAPPING AND ALL BESTTIE AND I HAD A GREAT TIME CATCHING UP WITH THEM!

WOKE UP AT NINE PLUS THIS MORNING!BREAKFAST! STUDIED FOR A WHILE!THEN CAUGHT REPEAT TELECAST OF THE CHANNEL 55 SHOW ! THEN LUNCHED!THEN STUDIED FOR 5 WHOLE HOURS WITH LITTLE BREAKS ! DID MATHS ! FINISHED UP ON ALL THE TOPICS FOR THE TEN YEAR SERIES !LEFT WITH TRANSFORMATIONS GONNA DO IT ON SUNDAY! TOOK A NAP FROM 4 TO 6!CAUGHT A BIT OF TV THEN DINNER! MORE TV! STUDIED AND DID SAINT GABRIELS PRELIMS WHICH WAS FREAKING HELL TOUGH!RAWRRR CALLED PRECIOUS TO TEACH ME!HAHS EVEN PRECIOUS THE ACCOUNTS GENIUS HAS PROBLEMS OHH WELLS! STOP STUDYING AT AROUND 10 AND NOW I AM ONLINE!WAITING FOR PRECIOUS TO COME ONLINE!

CHANGING BLOG SOON :] I LOVE YOU !

PRECIOUS CAROLINE HAS GONE FOR A CHALET RAWRR AND I AM SO BORED NOW! I MISS (((:

2005-10-07T08:30:00.000-07:00

FRIDAYS ARE ALWAYS SO SUPERFLY GOOOD AND WONDERFUL :] ! SCHOOL TODAY! HAD TONS OF FREE SLACKY LESSONS! DID MATHS! HAD PE !PLAYED CAPTAINS BALL! I LOVE MY CLASS <3

GEOGRAPHY MOCK AFTER SCHOOL WAS BAD CAUSE IT WAS HELL TOUGHH OHH WELLS! NOT GONNA SCORE FOR THAT!TOWNED AFTER THAT WITH BESTTIE AND SHU YU! WENT AND GOT DARLING'S ROTIBOY THEN WALKED TO WISMA THEN TO HELLO SINGTEL THEN TO CINE! SAT DOWN AT BURGER KING AND TALKED! MET GIRLFRIENDS MICHY AND MELLY AND SMALL ADORABLE DENYSE WU !HAHS DAMM CUTE! I LOVE THEM MADE MY DAY! SENT SHU YU OFF WENT AND MEET UP WITH GIRLFRIENDS INSTEAD!SAW RACHEL IN TOWN! WALKED AROUND! WENT HEEREN!GOT MY STUFF!WEI LING CAME AND WENT! WALKED AROUND TOWN FINALLY SAT DOWN AT PARAGON'S COFFEE BEAN TO REST AND TALKED!RAWRR BESTTIE GANGED UP WITH GIRLFRIENDS TO BULLY ME PLEASE!RAWRR BUT I WILL STILL LOVE THEM <3

HOME AFTER THAT!TALKED TO BESTTIE!I WAS THINKING OF (((((; DINNER AND BATHED!CAUGHT MY FINALE FOR THE CHANNEL 55 10PM SHOW! DARLING AND BESTTIE AINT ONLINE!SIGHHS (((: AINT ONLINE!NEVERMIND I AM STILL A HAPPY GIRL!

DIDNT KNOW THAT THERE WAS THIS NEW SYSTEM OF COUTING L1R4 !HAHS OHHS GOT BACK REPORT BOOK FOR PRELIMS! L1R4 HAD 20 L1R5 HAD 33 !OHH WELLS CCA HELPED ME A GREAT DEAL I LOVE BAND! THINKING IF I SHOULD GO MI FOR FIRST THREE MONTHS BUT I WANNA WORK AND THEN SHOP!SIGHHS SHALL SEE!

SATURDAY TOMORROWS! MUGGING DAY!GOTTA START ON MY SCIENCES FOR THE UPCOMING PRACTICALS! OHH WELLS STUDY PEOPLE!

BESTTIE LOVE DANICA TOH SHI YEE!PLEASE BE HAPPY YES I LOVE YOU!SMILE MORE AND I WILL LET YA BULLY ME !HEH I LOVE YOU SILLY BESTTIE! :] YOUR SOMEONE THAT I WILL HOLD ON TO FOREVER

GIRLFRIENDS LOVE MELLY MICHY! MEANIE GIRLFRIENDS WHO GANGED UP WITH MY BESTTIE!RAWRR BUT I WILL STILL LOVE YOU GIRLS!HAHS I MISS YOU TWO ALREADY LAH! 7 MORE WEEKS BEFORE I CAN MEET YOU TWO AGAIN! I LOVE YOU! THANKS FOR MAKING MY DAY!MICHY I LOVE YOU! MELLY I LOVE YOU!

SHU YU LOVE <3>
BE HAPPY YES AFTER O'S WE CAN GO FOR ALL THE PEDICURE MANICURE SESSIONS ALL WE WANT YES!SHOPPING AND EYECANDIES FOR YOU YES! I LOVE YOU MANY MANY :]

; i love you :]

2005-10-06T03:15:00.000-07:00

SKIPPED SCHOOL TODAY!SUPPOSED TO WAKE UP AT EIGHT TO STUDY BUT INSTEAD WOKE UP AT NINE-THIRTY!HAHS! ANYHOWS QUITE PRODUCTIVE DAY :] DID MATHS FINISHED UP ON STATISTICS AND THEN DID LOCI AND CONSTRUCTIONS! DID A BIT OF GEOGRAPHY FOR TOMORROWS'S MOCK!COTINUING TONIGHT! GONNA MEET MICHY LATERS! I WANNA BUY MUFFINS!

FINALLY I GET TO TALK TO BESTTIE TOMORROWS!HEH! ANYHOWS I LOVE MUMMY AND DADDY!HAHS DADDY'S THE SWEETEST !*inside joke*hahs! anyhows gonna go off already!

study hard people!

i heart shu yu michy melly besttie mean bullly and God !

I CAST ALL OF CARES UPON YOU
I LAY ALL OF MY BURDENS DOWN AT YOUR FEET
AND ANYTIME WHEN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
I CAST ALL MY CARES UPON YOU !

;i will keep you my dirty little secret (((:

2005-10-05T05:49:00.000-07:00

I DECLARE I LOVE SILLY WILLY BILLY WONG SHU YU <3

2005-10-05T00:15:00.000-07:00

wednesday!rawrr went school for the sake of going today but it didnt turn out that bad!quite productive!madam zuraida didnt come today again!so yeahh free lesson!mr sng walked past the class during assembly asking about enrolement!thank God we came! down to library for free lesson then down to canteen to study!did maths and accounts!then back to library! janet picked me up for recess!went and wait for rachel! then mr sng came and gave us a shock again cause we thought he was gonna talk to us about atire!ohh wells he gave us kit kats for children's day pressies!how cute can he get!very <3>

oh yes besttie dumped me today!rawrr!chem lesson was held at the bandroom cause science lab was closed!ohh wells*memories came back! i miss my juniors so much and i miss playing as a band and section! band room's in a total mess please!goshh flute section was back to its pig stye conditions! goshhh!ohh wells! told precious val already!and i swear mrs croakroach is totally irriatating!she used _________ for geography today lah!rahhhhhhhhh whatever! walked home after that:] CHEM LESSON WAS DAMM FUN!HAHS

shu yu love! please cheer up yes!he aint worth it! you will always find another rainbow out there thats so much more better <3>

;if you were mine i will be your everything and you would be the only thing that i would ever want :]

2005-10-03T22:09:00.000-07:00

THAT STUPID MRS CROAKORACH CHUA CALLED UP MY HOUSE AND COMPLAINED THAT WE DIDNT TURN UP FOR SCHOOL LIKE WHATEVER OKAY BITCH!RAWRR I AM HELL PISSED NOW AND STILL AM!RAWRR SORRY BUT WE DONT FIND THE SCHOOL CONDUSIVE ENOUGH FOR US TO STUDY FOR THE UPCOMING O'S THATS WHY WE CHOOSE TO STAY HOME AND HAVE SELF STUDY!RAWRR LIKE RIGHT THERE'S STILL LESSONS ON YOUR SO WRONG PLEASE!FROM WHAT I KNOW!WE HAVENT BEEN TAUGHT NEW TOPICS YET! FOR ACCOUNTS NOW ALL THAT WE ARE DOING ARE SCHOOL PRELIMS PAPERS AND FOR MATHS WE ARE GOING THROUGH TEN YEAR SERIES! FOR ENGLISH WE ARE DOING SCHOOLS PRELIMS PAPERS!FOR SOCIAL STUDIES HALF THE TIME THE TEACHER AINT THERE!FOR GEOGRAPHY WE DONT EVEN LEARN ANYTHING HELLO YOU JUST DUMP US STCACKS AND STACKS OF EXAM PAPERS AND YOU DONT EVEN TEACH AND SORRY I DIDNT OBTAIN MY GOOOD MARKS FOR GEOGRAPHY THROUGH YOUR STYLE OF TEACHING CAUSE IT AINT HELPFUL AT ALL AND I AM SURE EVERYONE ELSE THINKS THE SAME!RAWRR YOU ! HALF THE TIME YOU DONT EVEN TEACH AND YOU THINK YOU HELPED US OBTAIN THOSE DECENT RESULTS YOUR SO SO WRONG! WE DID IT THROUGH OUR OWN SELF STUDY AND OUR OWN WAY OF TAKING NOTES NOT THROUGH YOU!ALLL YOU EVER KNOW IS COMPLAIN WHY WE DONT ATTEND YOUR LESSONS SIMPLY CAUSE IT AINT PRODUCTIVE AT ALL!WHAT RIGHT DO YOU HAVE TO CALL UP OUR HOUSE AND COMPLAIN AND CAUSE CONFLICT!NOW YOU HAVE MADE US HATE SCHOOL MORE !AND PLEASE GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT WE DO STUDY AT HOME ALRIGHTS!ITS FAR MORE PRODUCTIVE PLEASE AT LEAST WE CAN CONCENTRATE YAHH RIGHT YOU SAID AT LEAST IN SCHOOL YOU GIRLS WILL STUDY AND THE TEACHERS CAN KEEP TABS ON YOU GIRLS WHY CANT YOU PEOPLE CHECK ON THE EXPRESS GIRLS THEN! IRRITATING!RAWRR I USED TO DETEST GOING SCHOOLL NOW I REALLY HATE GOING SCHOOL! STUPID SCHOOL WITH STUPID SCHOOL RULES ANDTEACHERS!RAWRRR DONT YA REALISE WE ARE WASTING OUR TIME BY GOING TO SCHOOL NOW AINT IT TIME FOR US TO LIKE REALLY STUDY FOR THE NEXT FEW WEEKS!WHY CANT YOU PEOPLE LEAVE US ALONE !RAWRRR

I HATE MY SCHOOL!

sometimes i really wished you people could take time to get some feedback from us all of us have different learning styles!rawrrr i hate you for not trying to listen to what i have to say for making me break down time and time again!

2005-10-03T19:00:00.000-07:00

boo!i know i aint supposed to be online but guess this will be an exception! went to school on monday to clear doubts about my cca grade whatever leslie said i didnt write down my rank but i remember writing down SSGT !raawrr whatever he's gonna change it :] school was so monotonous very waste of time but felt accomplished when we managed to do maths for one whole period!we meaning me janet and danica ! clara rahhhh rahhh and rachel didnt come!ohh wells! english mock after school!functional lette writing ! home after that!besttie walked me home!talked and all!

i missed ya so badly yesterday but then again you made my day :] hahs! michy's happier now i hope! melly's getting better and i need to get down to mugging ! STUDY PEOPLE!
i love you!

i love you <3
melly
michy
shu yu
danica besttie
janet
rachel
clara rahhh rahhh
(((:

2005-10-02T03:30:00.000-07:00

church this morning!chatting session last night was dammm goood :] chat with precious prettaye girlfriend alexia who was sucha sweetie that she skipped sleeping over at her aunt's house just to keep me accompany cause ((((: wasnt online to make me happy!hahs i love my girlfriend and she drew nice cartoons to make me happy !hahs damm cute!loves <3

church was goood :] praise and wordship was goood! am thinking if i should go for church camp end of year!sighhhs i shall think about it! i love michy and melly!makes me crack up all day long sighhs but michy's sad now and melly is sick!sighhs i can just cry! rawrr rawrr girlfriends!

lunch at katong for peranakan foood!peranakan foood keeps me happy :] yummmy honey lemon!asam fish!ohh wells my throat is protesting now rawrr rawrr!

school tomorrows! skipping school on wednesday again! time to mugg starting from next week no more computer usuage unless its friday night and saturday nights! MY WAY OF DESTRESSING!I decided to just study for the sake of myself and not for others!rawrrr !

I LOVE YOU GIRLFRIENDS <3
MICHELLE MICHY
MELISSA MELLY
DANICA TOEY
SHU YU
ALEXIA

INTO MY HEART
INTO MY HEART
COME INTO MY HEART LORD JESUS
COME IN TODAY
COME IN TO STAY
COME INTO MY HEART LORD JESUS

I CAST ALL MY CARES UPON YOU
I LAY ALL OF MY BURDENS DOWN AT YOUR FEET
AND ANYTIME WHEN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
I CAST ALL MY CARES UPON YOU

i love you michy! i will be the carebear girlfriend that brightens up your day everyday!wo ai ni

2005-10-01T06:58:00.000-07:00

RAWRR I AM HELL HELL PISSED!TALKING TO SHU YU NOW WHO'S TRYING DAMM HARD TO CALM ME DOWN! RAWRR I AM BOILING! SATURDAYS ARE NEVER GOODOD SERIOUSLY!RAWRRR ! I HATE SATURDAYS!

DID MATHS LAST NIGHT!SIX HOURS INSTEAD! DONE WITH SIX CHAPTERS ALREADY FOR TEN YEAR SERIES!LEFT WITH SIX MORE CHAPTERS AND THREE TEST PAPERS! FOR NOW MUGGING FOR MATHS IS MY LIFE! I WANNA PASS MATHS OR RATHER I NEED TO PASS MATHS! I DONT BELIEVE HARD WORK DOESNT SUBSTITUTE TALENT!RAWRR

WOKE UP THIS MORNING!BREAKFAST! SLACKED!STUDIED AFTER LUNCH!MATHS FOR 3 HOURS THEN SLEPT! WOKE UP DID MATHS FOR ANOTHER HALF AN HOUR!THEN REST! BATHED!CHANGED! WENT AND PICKED 4TH AUNTIE AND COUSINS UP! WENT TO NATHANIA'S FOURTH BIRTHDAY PARTY NEAR CLUBBING DISTICT!YEAHHH

MY PRECIOUS LITTLE PRINCESS WAS OHH SO PRETTY AND SWEET AND ADORABLE!TOOK TONS OF PHOTOS WITH THE SWEETIE PIE BIRTHDAY GIRL!ATE ! THEN TOOK MORE PICTURES AGAIN!SOMETHING HAPPENED BUT SHALLNT TALK ABOUT IT!

MANY MANY MANY MANY THANKS TO WONG SHU YU PRECIOUS MUMMY TABLEFORTWO FOR EVERYTHING FOR BEING THERE FOR ME TO COMPLAIN WHINE TO AND SCREAM AT! I LOVE YOU!

MANY MANY MANY THANKS TO LEISHER LEE MEAN BULLY FOR BEING THERE FOR ME TO MESSAGE ANS SCREAM AND RAWRR AT WHEN I AM DAMM BORED FOR DAMM PISSED AND ALL! MY VENTING MACHINE MEAN BULLLY! I LOVE YOU BULLY <3>

MANY MANY MANY THANKS TO BESTTIE DANICA TOH SHI YEE FOR JUST BEING THERE!I LOVE YOU BESTTIE ! 5 YEARS AND COUTING!

MICHELLE MICHY ! I LOVE YOU YES PLEASE BE HAPPY CONSIDER WHAT I SAID TO YA! I WANT A HAPPY HYPER GIRLFRIEND FOR ME AND MYSELF YES! I LOVE YOU PLEASE BE HAPPY!SMILE SMILE SMILE! 4 YEARS 10 MONTHS AND COUNTING <3

ANYHOWS HAPPY SWEET FOUR MY NATHANIA PRINCESS BABY !

2005-09-30T08:34:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY!HAPPY PATRONS DAY STC! hahs skipped school today <3

went heeren!got my watch!besttie choose it!besttie got me orange tofu man <3

i swear besttie precious's crazy lah!she wants to clubb tonight after O's yes my dear!hahs i miss shu yu!totally one day without her!

i BOUGHT MY BIG FAT LOLLIPOP TREAT ME NICE OR I WILL EAT IT!HEH

NATHANIA'S TURNING FOUR TOMORROWS!BIRTHDAY PARTY TOMORROWS! HAHS I LOVE THAT LITTLE PAMPERED PRINCESS OF MINE :]

which means i gotta study in the morning!hahs ! oh yes i didnt get my a1 for cca grade gonna talk to mr leslie franics on monday!so rawrrr its always me okays!rahhh

2005-09-29T03:54:00.000-07:00

rawrr i think blogger's damm screwed now!i dont like blogging this way ! anyhows finally able to get down to studying last night! 4 hours of maths! studied from nine to 12 !went online! hahs maysi's a happy girl againn !

school today ! besttie and hunnie bunnies and all didnt come !so yeahh!everyone woke up late today cause caroline chan may yin took the only alarm clock last night and didnt return it to the master bedroom!irritating!mum woke us up like around 6.15!and caroline got hella scolding!ohhh wells its always this way!wonders how she can be a teacher man! working system and sleeping system totally different from others!hahs! anyhows went school got my my chem marks from joan!thanks darling!FINALLY A B4 ! SIGHHS but this time i didnt get any a2s or even b3!sighhs shows how depressed i am but no matter how depressed i am i always have (((((: to cheer me up <3>

accounts learned new topic! then recess! mabel is damm funny we were like irritating CLARA CHAI RAHHH RAHH THE BIRTHDAY BIMBO !HAHS DIED OF LAUGHING THEN!HAHS! english lesson next! then biology which was so boring! wen to thai express at tiong after school to celebrate rahh rahhh's birthday! ate pineapple rice!hahs i know melly and michy are gonna scream at me!whatever i just love the pineapple rice there okay!hahs janet's damm adorable! went home after that :]

thanks for making my day :]

lu ying's sending me strider babyboy's pictures to me!ahhhh i miss him!rawrrr

i love michy
i love melly
i love shu yu
i love besttie
i love janet
i love rachel
i love alexia
i love ruthaye
i love juniors
i love strider
i love *you

2005-09-27T23:13:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY!SKIPPED SCHOOL TODAY ! I SERIOUSLY FELL SICK!OHH WELLS SHOULD BE ALRIGHT IN A FEW DAYS TIME! I MISS BESTTIE ALREADY! SUPPOSED TO GO DOWN TOWN TO THE GYMN TODAYS BUT THEN NEVERMIND! ANYHOWS WOKE UP THIS MORNING!WENT TO THE DOCTOR HE JUST REFUSED TO GIVE ME MC PLEASE WHATEVER!RAAWRR! TOOK A BLOOD TEST!HEH ANYHOWS GONNA GIVE MYSELF ANOTHER DAY OF BREAK BEFORE I SERIOUSLY GET DOWN TO MUGGING! JUST USED ONE HOUR TO MAKE A TIME TABLE FOR O'S REVISION AND STUDYING!ANYHOWS TAKE CARES lOVES <3 OFF TO NAPP NOW !

I LOVE MICHY MELLY
I LOVE SHU YU
I LOVE BESTTIE
I LOVE ((((((:
I LOVE RACHY!

2005-09-27T01:32:00.000-07:00

TUESDAYS ARE ALWAYS VERY BAD !sighhs got back more papers for today!i swear this batch of people are damm selfish all they ever care is their own stuff!like hello!rawrr firstly we were studying in the library and some group of girls just had to talk like they havent met each other for years man at the top of their voices like hello please have some consideration for others!rawrr pissed me and besttie off!rahhh got back section A for geography!screwed mapreading up big time !sighhs then chemistry!mr yeo just refuses to return us the papers lah!rawrr did experiment on titration!felt sick the whole day! damm pukish and all!rawrr then recess and then i just had to trip over my own school uniform and i broke a white tile!whatever! recess was precious's love for me !hahs ate the bread butter and sugar she made for me ! i love you shu yu!

checked paper one for both chem and bio!rawrr just passed! sighhhhs damm bad lah!rahhhh checked maths paper after schoool!flunked damm badly!sighhs for now i just failed maths!sighhs i hope chemistry gets a decent grade if not i am so dead!sighhs!

oh ya skipping school for next few days !gonna do self study at home!HEADING DOWN GYM WITH BESTTIE AND PRECIOUS SOON <3

RESULTS FOR TODAY!
MATHS -20.1/100
PAPER ONE CHEM/BIO - 20/40 !RAWRR
COMBINED HUMANTITIES- 58/100
i hope ya will cheer me up again! i miss you every now and then :]

BESTTIE!DONT WORRY YOU WILL DO WELL NEXT TUESDAY YES ! I LOVE YOU!
SHU YU!THANKS FOR YOUR AI XIN CANG !HAHS IT WAS SUPERLY YUMMY <3
(((: ! thanks for always making my day yes :]

2005-09-26T07:34:00.000-07:00

monday's are always damm tiring! but yesterday night was a happy day for me :] i love it man! HAHS SHALL KEEP IT TO ME BESTTIE GIRLFRIENDS AND PRECIOUS!anyhows maysi had a sweet dream last night!school today more of checking papers!checked geography section b which i wasnt really happy about!ohh wells then biology she took up our recess i was damm hungry lah!rawrr but passed that too! then accounts!passed that too but damm badly from a B3 to a c5 sighhs can cry alrights!rawrrr!

mrs wong was nice she released us for recess late recess went back class after that!lao shi , besttie and i were having a talk on health!hahs interesting i am gonna run every week man with besttie!yeahh then chemistry practical after that!janet was my partner!hahs towned after that with precious shu yu and besttie !took bus back after that!

anyhows more results tomorrows !sighhs more tears!

i love you shu yu!happy ninth! wo ai ni!

besttie! i love you too!

girlfriends michy and melly! i love you!

I LOVE ((((((((((((;

PINK COWS AND PURPLE HIPPO LOVE :]

OH YES RESULTS!
BIOLOGY[ PAPER 4] - 41/65
PRINCIPLE OF ACCOUNTS - 58/100
GEOGRAPHY SECTION B - 17/25
SOCIAL STUDIES - 25/50
ENGLISH- 58/100

2005-09-25T05:37:00.000-07:00

maysi wasnt a happy girl last night !sighhs ((((((((: didnt come online!sighhs i miss you so, anyhows shallnt be too sad about it whats meant to be will be whats not meant to be will not be :] but i will still love you !heh!

church this morning!church auditorium was freezing cold please rawrrr!service was goood!lunch in town!met aunt and all! paragon ding tai feng for la mian xiao long bao!cancelled running with besttie but seems that she still ran!hahs my besttie rawks !

anyhows came home slept! sucha nice sleep i swear! ohh yes i dreamt about cows last night cause i was in australia but not MY PINK COW!SIGHHS WHEN WILL THAT HAPPEN!nevermind i will wait !heh!one day it will happen to me :]

caught kindered spirit!dinner!

*TABLEFORTWO'S HAPPY NINTH TOMORROWS! I LOVE EVERY TWENTY-SIXTH <3

I LOVE SHU YU! I LOVE YOU SHU YU! I LOVE YOU!

i love melissa loh kang ling :]

i love alexia quek yi lin :]

i love (((((((: <3

2005-09-24T06:04:00.000-07:00

rawrrr i declare i dont like the new computer!the screen's too huge for me lah!sighhhs! and my pictures and songs are all not here!ohhh man i wanna scream so badly!rahhhhhhhhhh!anyhows last night wasnt goood! ((((((: didnt come online!so yeahh but i talked to besttie and shu yu!yeahh okays i am damm scared for maths results!sighhhs!i just wanna pass but guess that wont happen!sighhs i am dissapointed with the social studies results!sighhs just passed on the dot sighhs considering the fact i studied damm hard for that paper!sighhs ohh wellls! anyhows finally can relax on a saturday after so long but after this week its gonna be back to the books again!yeahhh and more mugging for 2 whole months before i can really scream for joy and soon i will be out of stc!ohhh wells there are the pros and cons shallnt mention it here!sighhs today was a bad day lah but looking at the neoprints we took yesterday makes me smile! i love my clique! i love my besttie!

i want rachel mak wan shi to scann the neoprints!i love them so so much!had so much fun yesterday!hahs the kiddy part of us! loves <3

out for dinner today!went to joo chiat for dinner!went to this restaurant!crabs and more!had mostly crab dishes!pigged out on black pepper crab, chilli crab with fried mantou!cold crab and the house speciality '' golden fragrance crab'' which wasnt that goood afterall!
the black pepper crab was the best!home after that!rawrr daddy's complaining my skirts are too short!rahhh whatever thats me!

i cant wait for 25 October to come :]

gonna meet besttie for a run tomorrows :] gonna burn away all my fats!sauna and gym next week with besttie and shu yu (:

shu yu <3
danica<3
rachel<3
janet<3
clara rara<3
melissa<3
michelle<3
(((((: <3

2005-09-23T06:26:00.000-07:00

finally the computer's up and running again :] but then cant really blame the computer cause i screwed it up alright laugh all about it!rawrrr i wont ever touch any bluetooth or whatever crap again!curiosity kills the cat!anyhows paper ended on wednesday! towned with shu yu and besttie!walked around shopped! laughed tons and i was a very happy girl for that very day!heh! went down california fitness the first time i stepped in for a tour!hahs damm fun!had tons of fun laughing at some people!hahs*stares at shu yu*lol!BESTTIE AND I HAD TONS OF FUN LAUGHING!shu yu went off to meet jon then left me and besttie!walked to far east!got my bikini <3

walked to wisma! got my maths ten year series!home after that! went home slept!rawrrr mean bully was being so mean whatever!rawrrr the tv kept me entertained for the whole night!yay!then school next day cause they said they would be checking papers!yahh right only managed to check for poa paper one which was mcq!spent half my time in school sleeping and retying my hair cause of RACHEL MAK WAN SHI AND BESTTIE DANICA TOH!RAWRR meanies!recess was goood!kinda miss canteen foood!heh! home after school!skipped lunch!slept till dinnertime! the tv kept me entertained again!

skipped school for today!MET BESTTIE FOR SWIMMING! woke up at 8 plus ! met besttie at 9 plus!swimming was damm fun!hahs stamina died though but had tons of fun!BESTTIE'S SO CUTE LAH SHE DIDNT BRING ANY SHAMPOOO OR SOAP!HAHS LOL SO WE HAD TO LIKE THROW TO EACH OTHER!heh and i swear besttie has something against me!i got attacked by flying bottles!walked home after that!washed the stuff!took my jacket and went town! the stupid 124 bus broke down so rawrr and YES RACHEL MAK WAN SHI WAS EARLY FOR ONCE!heh!walked around met janet! took nice neoprints that were really adorable!hahs i love my clique i love girlfriends!wentr far east! walked around home after that!DARLING SAID I HAD JUTTY BUTT!RAWRR I DONT LIKE!HURMPHH!

anyhows results for prelims have been quite alright!passed all so far!
PRINCIPLE OF ACCOUNTS PAPER ONE -19/30
SOCIAL STUDIES -25/50
ENGLISH- 58/100

gonna wait for (((: to come online now!loves! i love my girlfriends!
i love table for two! i love besttie and i love ((((:

DANICA TOH SHI YEE <3
MELISSA LOH KANG LING <3
MICHELLE LOH KANG MING <3
WONG SHU YU<3
RACHEL<3
JANET<3
RARA<3
(((: <3

2005-09-21T05:53:00.000-07:00

heysheys,
maysi's com broke down
and so,
here i'm,
blogging for her.

maysi had a very wonderful day todays.
she towned with shuyu and dan.
she had loadss of fun,
as usual when she is out with them.
shuyu was a very happy girl cus she finallie found her tee.
and dan is also very happy,
and so,
MAYSI IS VERY VERY VERY HAPPY.

prelims are over and so,
maysi is gonna rock her dayyy for this wk only.
she is hitting tha gymss.

MAYSI LOVES HER EYECANDY,as usual,
MAYSI LOVES HER CLIQUUE.
MAYSI LOVES SHUYU.
MAYSI LOVES HER GIRLFRIENDS.
MAYSI LOVES HER BESTTIE.
<3

2005-09-20T01:13:00.000-07:00

MATHS PAPER ONE AND PRICIPLE OF ACCOUNTS PAPER ONE FOR TODAY ! IT WAS QUITE GOOOD FOR BOTH FOR ONCE SUFFICIENT TIME SO YEAHH DIDNT RUSHED THROUGH!

RAWRR TOWNED AFTER THAT WITH SHU YU, DANICA, JANET, RACHEL AND CLARA FOR LUNCH!PASTA MANIA THEN WALKED AROUND!TOOK 124 BACK WITH BESTTIE LOVE!CAME HOME RESTED THEN TRANSFERED THE FILES USING THE BLUETOOTH ADAPTOR FROM PET'S BROTHER!HAD A HARD TIME BUT MANAGED TO TRANSFER THE FILES TO THE OTHER COMPUTER :]

mugging tonight for last year tomorrows !CHEMISTRY AND BIOLOGY PAPER ONE I NEED TO SCORE FOR THAT!TOWNING AFTER THAT! GONNA DESTRESS FOR A DAY BEFORE MUGGING AGAIN FOR O'S WHICH IS ONE MONTH PLUS AWAY STUDY MAYSI STUDY! I WANT A FAMILY HOLIDAY THIS YEAR SIGHHS! I HAVE ONLY TWO WISHES THIS YEAR FOR CHIRSTMAS!SIGHHS

shu yu love !happy ninth is coming :] i love you!
BESTTIE LOVE! YOU JUST BROKE MY HEART THIS AFTERNOON!RAWRR ONE MONTH WITHOUT YOU HOW TO SURVIVE!RAWRR
RACHEL MAK!MEANIE GIRLFRIEND!
CLARA CHAI!SORRY MY PRECIOUS PRETTY BIMBO I AM NOT WHINY!
JANET LIE!NICEST IN THE CLIQUE I LOVE YOU PRETTY WHOLE PACKAGE GIRLFRIEND!

ROCK AND ROLL GOOD TIMES GIRLFRIENDS I LOVE <3

I LOVE YOU <3

2005-09-19T03:14:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SWEET EIGHTENN GOH SHU FEN MY PRECIOUS DRAGON LOVE THE ONE WHO INVENTED THE MICE NAME FOR ME <3
i love you though your damm far away from us but we will miss you yes! come back fast to singapore and we will meet up soon to talk about the good rock and roll old times!

HAPPY SWEET FOURTEEN GENEVIEVE WONG MY PRECIOUS JUNIOR<3>
your one adorable junior that i wont ever forget who brightens up my day ! i love you darling and stay happy and study hard yes!

2005-09-19T02:15:00.000-07:00

RAWRR TODAY'S PAPER WAS PRINCIPLE OF ACCOUNTS PAPER TWO QUITE ALRIGHT ON THE WHOLE BUT DIDNT HAVE ENOUGH TIME!SIGHHS WHY DO I HAVE TIME CONSRAINT THESE DAYS!SIGHHS AND THE HALL WAS FREAKING FREEZING OLD AND I BROUGHT THE WRONG SWEATHER LAH!RAWRR NEXT TIME I WIL JUST BRING THE ADIDAS SWEATHER ALL THE WAY THE TOPSHOP ONE DOESNT SERVE ANY PURPOSE!RAWRR I HATE THE FAN ALRIGHTS KEEP BLOWING AND BLOWING!EVERYTIME IT BLOWS, I WILL SNEEZE ONE TIME, SIGHHS USED FINISHED 2 PACKETS F TISSUE!SIGHHS I FORGOT EVRYTHING FOR PROVISON FOR DEPRECIATION OF FIXED ASSESTSAND DISPOSAL!SIGHHS AND MY BALANCE SHEET DIDNT BALACE BY A 1000 SIGHHHS!OHH WELLS CAME HOME AFTER THAT ! LUNCH WAS TOM YUM CUP NOODLES, NEEDED THAT TO KEEP ME WARM!SLEPT AFTER THAT!TOOK COLD MEDICINE!WOKE UP SO MANY TIMES THANKS TO INCOMING CALLS AND MESSAGES!

HAHS KELLY CALLED!CATHOLIC JUNIOR COLLEGE'S HAVING SOME OPEN HOUSE ON OCT 1, AND THEY ARE OPENING THE BAND ROOM FOR PRESENT SEC4S AND 5S TO GO IN AND PLAY, AND THEY ARE SELECTING 20 PRESENT SEC4S AND5S TO GO THAILAND FOR FREE!HOW EXCITING BUT THE FACT THAT ITS SO FREAKING NEAR O'S FREAKS ME OUT!SO YEAHH AINT GOING, EVEN IF I GO I PROLLY WONT BE ABLE TO MAKE IT WITH MY STANDARD OF PLAYING WHICH IS BAD!HAHS KELLY SHOULD BE ABLE TO GET IN <3
i miss kelly my silly girlfriend :]

HAHS I WANAN SEE ELLYNE!LOL IMAGINE ELLYNE AND I BEING IN THE SAME SECTION AGAIN, OHH MAN TROUBLE MAN!LOL NON STOP BITCHING AND TALKING ABOUT EYECANDIES!HAHS :] I MISS YOU PRECIOUS ONE !

okays mean bully is nice!hahs alrights gotta run!paper one for accounts tomorrows!and maths one! loves<3>
i am one happy girl now!

PINK COWS AND PURPLE HIPPPOS<3>

BESTTIE LOVE DANICA TOH SHI YEE! HAHS I AM GLAD YOUR HAPPY NOW YES! HAHS STAY HAPPY YOU ME AND SHU YU <3>

SHU YU LOVE ! YOU MUST ME HAPPY YES!HAHS WEDNESDAY LOVE <3

*YOU! I LOVE YOU!

2005-09-18T03:46:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY NIGHT CHAT SESSION OF MOMENT OF DESTRESSING WITH MY PRECIOUS 2 DARLINGS DANICA TOH SHI YEE AND WONG SHU YU LOVE <3

JUST POURED OUT EVERYTHING OUT TO THEM GIRLIE TALKS!ANYHOWS I LOVE LAST NIGHT AND I LOVE MY LIFE THE WAY IT IS NOW, EVERYTHING'S GOING SO WELL ALL BY GOD'S GRACE :] I LOVE GOD !

CHURCH WAS ALRIGHT!PRAISE AND WORDSHIP WAS GOOOD!ALTERCALL WAS GOOOD! HOME AFTER THAT!LUNCH THEN HOME! TALKED TO PRECIOUS WONG SHU YU HAHS! LOVE LOVE <3

GONNA MUGG AT NIGHT SO YEAHH! I LOVE MY DARLINGS! AND YES *YOU!

THE FLAUTIST PLAYED ''STILL TODAY''DAMM NICE<3

HIDE ME NOW
UNDER YOUR WINGS
COVER ME
WITHTIN YOUR MIGHTY HAND

WHEN THE OCEANS RISE AND THUNDERS ROAR
I WILL SOAR WITH YOU ABOVE THE STORM
FATHER YOU ARE KING OVER THE FLOODS
I WILL BE STILL
KNOW YOU AND GOD

I LOVE MY CELL MATES<3

PINK COWS AND PURPLE HIPPOS LOVE <3

2005-09-17T07:55:00.000-07:00

RAWRRRRRR SEVENTEEN SEPTEMBER IS A BAD DAY I SWEAR!I HATE TODAY! RAWRRR I SHALL RAWRR THROUGHOUT MY WHOLE ENTRY! I ACTUALLY GOT REPRIMANDED FOR NOT STUDYING RECENTLY!HELLO I DID STUDY FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE DAMM IT! WHO'S THE ONE WHO HAS BEEN SLEEPING LIKE AT 12 PLUS 1 OR EVEN 2 AT TIMES AT NIGHT AND WAKING UP AT 4 OR 5 TO STUDY!DAMM IT! I HATE THIS OKAYS!MAKES ME PONDER DO I EVEM EXIST TO THEM!THEY DONT EVEN APPRECIATE WHAT I AM DOING!whatever i give up! I SHOULD HAVE GIVEN UP TWO YEARS AGO AND JUST LEFT EVERYTHING BEHIND AND I WONT be GETTING THIS KINDA COMMENTS ALREADY!DAMMM IT!
THIS IS WHAT I GOT FROM SOME PEOPLE! HEYS YOU HAVENT BEEN STUDYING LATELY HUH!LIKE WHAT THE HELL I JUST STOOOD THERE DUMBFOUNDED AND SCREAMED AND THE TEARS JUST CAME ROLLING!WHATEVER THIS AINT THE FIRST TIME ANYHOWS RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I GIVE UP I WILL JUST MUGG AND MUGG AND ENJOY FOR ALL I CARE AFTER O'S I WONT WANNA SEE YOU!RAWRRRRRRRRR DAMM IT! i hate you for all the pain you have inflicted on me

sorry for that rough rude entry full of rantings but sorry i couldnt take it anymore!
anyhows studied even if no one cared! woke up at ten plus , breakfast! washed up!studied and took little breaks in between , sorry but my brain that's small and sorry i aint smart as you , so i need breaks in between and sorry i cant stay focus !rawrrr skipped lunch cause was feeling really terrible!rawrr called shu yu!thanks darling! rawrr messaged besttie and big bully!thanks tons !

ALMOST DONE WITH ACCOUNTS !LEFT WITH CONTROL ACCOUNT AND NON TRADING CONCERN AND REFRESHMENT TRADING ! WILL DO IT TOMORROW!RAWRRR

THANKS BESTTIE LOVE DANICA TOH SHI YEE <3
THANKS WONG SHU YU LOVE <3
THANKS TABLEFORTHREE<3
THANKS BIG BULLY <3

PINK COW AND PURPLE HIPPO AND MyORANGE ZOOKEEPER :] HAHS JOKE OF THE DAY! FROG LEG PORRIDGE!

;iloveyou!nowthatswhaticallreallove

shuyushuyushuyushuyuthankstonsforeveverythingiloveyou

2005-09-16T10:13:00.000-07:00

so very prettaye ! i want it !!!!! i want! CREATIVE MUVO VIDZ !RAWRR

2005-09-16T08:16:00.000-07:00

FINALLY FRIDAY'S HERE! I LOVE FRIDAYS FOR A REASON BUT MINE WAS RUINED THANKS TO THE MORNING SLEEP I HAD! HAD A NIGHTMARE LAST NIGHT AND WHEN I WOKE UP I WAS IN TEARS!HOW SCARY AND THE TEARS JUST DIDNT STOP FLOWING SHALLNT SAY WHAT I DREAMT OF BUT I WOULD NEVER EVER HAVE THE COURAGE TO FACE IT IF IT HAPPENS I WILL JUST RUN AND KEEP ON RUNNING AND RUN TILL I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE! the wierd thing is the people involved inside were like people that i am like close to now so yeahh kinda wierd i am scared!rawrrr hahs remember MY TWO MEAN BULLYS WERE INSIDE IT! andrew and leisher!wierd lah!rawrrr long time since i had nightmares!sighhs!

tution this morning :] it went well!hahs stopping tution soon to do self study for maths!yeahh he says i just need to practice and have more confidence so yeahh! lunched!watch some tv serials then went off to shop with mum for food downstairs i so love her!hahs i just kept buying and buying!hahs mummy love <3

took a nap after that! woke up around 4 plus thanks to caroline chan!rawrr then studied a bit! then watch the tv again :] women can be quite bitchy at times*shakeshead* called shu yu after that!talked a while then bathed!dad came back asked if i wanna go to safra with him to swim or play tennis!hahs was feeling damm lazy so yeahh decided to be a couch potato! studied after the 8pm show ! studied from nine to eleven!TWO HOURS OF FRUITFUL STUDY FOR ACCOUNTS! DONE WITH MOST SEC FOUR TOPICS! just realised a lot of topics are repeated in sec 4 and 5 so yeahh revise for sec 5 work would be sufficient! yups

ITS FRIDAY <3

SHU YU LOVE !PLEASE CHEER UP YES! I LOVE YOU!
BESTTIE YOU TOO<3

;imissyousobadly eyecandy love <3

;thepastkeepscomingbacktomeitsnotidontwannagobackitsjustthatidontwannagethurtagainbyyou

2005-09-15T01:23:00.000-07:00

exams are tiring me out draining aaway my every single energy left! four more papers to go before i am done with the stressful prelims!

monday was maths paper two which was like quite horrible shallnt say anything about that paper !rawrrr!

tuesday was supposed to be a break for me but had to like mugg like hell for biology theory and for social studies! stayed up till like one plus!

wendesday's papers! source-based came first! social studies's section A was quite tough though on japan and china's recent conflict over some democratic issues! Section B was goood i guess! topics were from chapter 1 and the chapter on good governence of sec four text! and chapter seven from sec three text! studied for like 3 hours of social studies only! did chapter one's provinding education and healthcare in singapore!rawrr welfare state came out though thank God i flipped through that part! woke up at 5.30am to study! precious shu yu studied early in the morning!gave me wake up call but i was too tired! biology paper was quite alright ! forgot that anaerobic respiration in yeast produces energy too!rawrr and my section B second question was screwed!chromosomes!i swear i will learn everything by heart for the last few topics! so dead! my A2 for combined science just flown away !

went home after paper!besttie walked me home! hahs we are both happy people!she's damm adorable!hahs her actions and the way she speaks is so shu yu now !hahs lol *faints*had lunch!slept for while!another day of mugging! studied geography in the afternoon from three all the way to seven!dinner! then bathed then studied geography again!finally done revising all the topics by writing down notes! started studying agriculture only at around nine! memorised the different cultivation systems! wet rice cultivation, green revolution, oil palm production, market greening and high tech farming! then tourism! didnt focus much on tourism ! did chemistry next! wrote notes again! studied from 11 till one ! slept at one! woke up at four fifteen in the morning to study for chem! preparation of salts!alkanes/alkenes/alcohols/caroboxylic acids/esters/ oxidation/reduction!

thursday's paper! geography was quite alright!oil palm came out!hahs managed to spot correctly again! map reading was tough though! section B 's tourism question was tricky! not enough time! gotta write faster next time! studied during break chemistry!samantha's one good chem teacher!hahs found a way to remember oxidation and reduction! paper was quite alright! time constraint again! oxidation/reduction/preparation of salts didnt come out at all!rawrrr!caroboxylic came out for one question ester one question and thats it!rawrrr i forgot tofind emphrical formula!rawrr but finished the paper on time! went home after that! came home lunch was yummy! lunch!slept! finally caught my much needed sleep! slept for like 3 hours ! gonna start mugging again tonights for principle of accounts!rawrr i need my a2 so badly i think its gonna drop to a b3 or b4 !rawrr study time during the weekend!

tution in the morning tomorrows!rawrr told mom i need a break soon for myself to study on my own! enough of rantings <3

suddenly i miss besttie !hahs danica toh shi yee <3

shu yu <3

; i miss you so much eyecandy <3

2005-09-12T20:30:00.000-07:00

first day of the official prelims! finally in the studying moood ! skipped church yesterday since caroline couldnt go and yeahh but mummy went! woke up early to study!mugg for maths! did like 2 hours of maths!then lunch break! then another 5 hours of maths! cleared doubts on shearing and stretching!thanks shu yu <>

studied at night again!started at nine !slept at around one! woke up at five-thirty to study! then walked to school!

MATHS PAPER TWO PRELIMS !

the first question was quite straightforward so it was quite easy !
second question was on algrebra which was quite alright! the second part was tough ! skipped the whole part so SIX MARKS GONE!!rawrrr
third question on volume of cylinders and application quite alright but not sure if answer's right!rawrr! FIVE MARKS GONE CAUSE UNSURE AGAIN
fourth question on polygons!ohh sucks freaked out and i forgot everything that tutor taught me !rawrrr so another SIX MARKS GONE !shucks!
fifth question on co-ordinate geometry!quite alright but aint that confident so NINE MARKS GONE !
sixth question was on probability !should be able to score for that!
seventh question !i hate it the most! trigonometry!left the whole thing blank ! SO NINE MARKS GONE !
!eighth question was on vectors!should be able to score but aint that confident for the second part so FOUR MARKS GONE
ninth question was on contruction THREE MARKS GONE ! OKAY MAKE IT FOUR MARKS GONE CAUSE OF INACCURACY!
tenth question is my love !transformation!
not sure about the shearing part so TWO MARKS GONE !
LAST QUESTION SECTION B ! 12 MARKS GONE NOT ENOUGH TIME!SHUCKS

i could just cry after the paper but nevermind prelims! shall work doubly hard for O's !

TOTAL MARKS GONE FOR PAPER TWO MATHS PRELIMS = 57 MARKS !RAWRRR
WHICH MEANS I FAIL THE PAPER ! RAWRRRRR

break tomorrows! mugg for biology today and social studies tomorrows! take care people!

CLARA !CHEER UP YES! WE LOVE YOU < color="#33cc00">
; did i mention i miss you < color="#33cc00" size="1">
i miss my old clique!sweethearts!

2005-09-11T21:36:00.000-07:00

I DREAMT OF MICHELLE LOH KANG MING YESTERDAY!HAHS THATS HOW MUCH I MISS THEM SO SO MUCH !REMIND ME OF CHINA TRIP!HAHS MY HOTEL ROOM*LOOKSATMICHY*HAHS

2005-09-10T08:17:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY PRETTAYE GIRLFRIEND ALEXIA <>

chatting with her makes me super duper happy ! hahs

i am a happy little girl now <>

I LOVE EYECANDY <>

towned at night for dinner!mos burger for dinner!EBI-rice burger!bumped into liyi!hahs lol that shocked look! what am i doing in town when prelims are like coming!anyhows shopped abit!then came home ! gotta wake up at like 8 plus to study tomorrows!tomorrow is the day to mugg like hell!next week is no computer week! only on friday night thats it and perharps saturday <>

i love shu yu <>

2005-09-10T00:19:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY MORNINGS ARE THE BEST < 3

I LOVED LAST NIGHT < 3

wonderful week i should say though had to study like hell!i am hell scared for the upcoming prelims for the next two weeks , lets say i am not really prepared! was talking to joanne yesterday!hahs told her aint prepared like havent really been studying, that sweetheart actually said i was very hardworking all along like hahs so not true! hahs thinking back to last year, i think i studied much harder for N's then!ohh wells ! i need all the luck and best wishes yes and all the prayers though i know i dont deserve them!yeahh

was reading through the papers this morning about single parents stories at the saturday part of the straits times!yeahh this story of a particular lady caught my eye! was just reading and yeahh was thinking how true is it!many a times it is our faith that keeps us going!faith is just so important!she's a christian!yeahh was saying that although time and time again God places obstcales in our life but however he has kept us though! we went each and single obstacle and problems be it relationships, family, friends, school and even spiritual life, he has just brought us through sucessfully thoiugh many a times it was hard to do so!okays some self -reflection here!

for me i went through the hardest time last year!plenty of struggles in school, both in studies and in like other areas! i was just running away from them! to everyone i was this happy go lucky crazy hyperactive girl in class, but no one knew i was really suffering deep within! i refused to forgive myself for not having decent grades in school and also for causing some inter personal relationships problems between me and this someone else! that lasted till like almost the year end!however God sends angels in the form of close friends, even friends that i thought i would never ever share my problems to! thats how wonderful and steadfast my God is < < 3

did i mention i love my cell mates so so much < 3

okays enough of all the reflections < 3

gotta continue mugging for prelims! stopped at the eighth chapter for biology!need to brush up my maths!hahs take cares people < 3

; if you were mine i will be your everything and you would be all that i need i love you < 3

I LOVE MY EVERLASTING GOD < 3

I LOVE SHU YU < 3
I LOVE EYECANDY < 3
I LOVE ALEXIA < 3
I LOVE CHARLENE < 3
I LOVE JOANNE < 3
I LOVE MY CELL < 3
I LOVE MY SISTER < 3
I LOVE JEREMY < 3
I LOVE GABRIEL BESTTIE < 3
I LOVE GIRLFRIENDS < 3

2005-09-09T09:54:00.000-07:00

I CANT WAIT TILL AFTER O'S !I CAN TOWN WITH MY PRECIOUS PRETTAYE ALEXIA GIRLFRIEND!HAHS I LOVE THIS GIRLFRIEND HERE SO MUCH!

I LOVE VALARIE PRECIOUS JUNIOR <>

I LOVE ZHIXIAN NEIGHBOUR <>

2005-09-09T07:08:00.000-07:00

READ THIS ! Woman's head, limbs found in bag near Orchard MRT station

SINGAPORE : A woman's severed head and limbs were found next to Orchard MRT Station on Friday. The victim's torso is still missing but police have discovered a black canvas bag in a carpark, off Lornie Road near MacRitchie Reservoir. It is not yet known if the contents are related to the case. The body parts were stashed in a blue sports bag on the grounds near Orchard MRT Station. The woman's head was wrapped in a red plastic bag, the arms and legs in two black trash bags. A cleaner found the unattended sports bag behind the MRT station, between the mosaic wall and the park. Details of the woman's age and race have not been released. ASP Siow Cheng Cheng, Police Spokesman, said: "Police immediately cordoned off the surrounding area and conducted a search. We are presently working towards establishing the identity of the victim. The search for further remains and evidence is on-going." The gruesome find drew a large crowd of on-lookers. Two anti-riot police units were called in to ensure CID officers could carry out their work. After five hours of investigations, the victim's head and limbs were removed. One youth said: "The fact that there is a dead body on Orchard Road really freaks me out because I pass here every day to go to the cinema or go to eat." One woman said: "It reminds us of the Huang Na incident and the previous Chinese girl incident." This is the second body parts case in less than three months - a grim reminder of the June 16 case where the body parts of Chinese national Liu Hong Mei were found in the Kallang River. - CNA/de

i think the fact that such a incident actually occured at the city area makes us ponder if singapore is that safe afterall and what more the area that the body was dumped was at this busy zone where tons of people walk past everyday!hahs

okays i want my eyecandy now!seems that shu yu will get her 10 bucks afterall!rawrrr

2005-09-08T21:34:00.000-07:00

I AM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE I AM DONE WITH MY REVISION FOR CHEMISTRY <>

NOW NEXT IS BIOLOGY SINCE ACCOUNTS IS TWO WEEKS LATERS!

SOCIAL STUDIES CAN WAIT , CAUSE MY BRAIN DOESNT REALLY WORK WELL THESE DAYS SO NO POINT MEMORISING NOW!YES BIRD BRAIN!WHATEVER!

I AM CHATTING WITH DARLING NOW <>

everything has changed so much that i dont even know if i should go back.you guys only bother about us when you guys need help whats the point.i give up.be an independent learner !all the tearrs i have cried i will stop it now

i love you <>

shu yu!i miss you can!

2005-09-08T07:08:00.000-07:00

MANY THANKS TO SWEETUMS VALARIE MY SAXOPHONE JUNIOR <>

THANKS DARLING FOR CHANGING THE TEMPLATE FOR ME YES ! I MISS YOU!

I LOVE YOU PRECIOUS!

2005-09-08T03:16:00.000-07:00

thursdays are the best days! i used to look forward to every thursday cause of band practices :]

mugging is tough work seriously!gonna get bad grades for prelims !sighhhs!

chemistry!biology!seems that biology is simpler to me now!wierd i should say !sighhs my A2 for combined science has just flown away!sighhs at least i am thankful there's someone who will make me smile everyday <>

i look forward till after O's !hahs

i love shu yu !sweetest sweetheart girlfriend ever <>

i love eyecandy!

i love girlfriends !

*if you were mine i will be your everything and you would be all that i need <>

2005-09-07T07:31:00.000-07:00

i think my brain's super tiny!whatever i know what besttie will say mouse's brain thats why!i forgot what i learnt yesterday already alrights!rawrrrrrr when can i start with my biology!i am so dead for prelims i swear seriously!rawrrrrrrrrr gonna make myself happy by changing my blog template <>

2005-09-07T01:13:00.000-07:00

i love yesterday < 3

*stares at wong shu yu !hahs our secret! i am a happy little girl now :] hahs dont ask me why i wont tell ya !*skipsard*mugging for prelims is tough work! just makes me wanna scream so badly! i wanna jam badly!hahs anyones!nevermind i wanna hit the courts yet there's no one to go with rawrrr! i MISS GABRIEL!hahs someone's leading a happy life there !what kinda besttie i have man!nevermind! i love my darlinggs and msn friends <3

though they are like hi-bye friends to me but i can rant and complain all i want to them! i love them !

school this morning was damm early!HAHS I ENDED UP EARLIER THAN RACHEL MAK WAN SHI !hahs sat with darling nicole! darling helped me throughout the entire experiment kays! titration is tough !hahs apparatus are like all so glassy!whatever experiments and me dont come together!hahs repeated the experiment twice and then decided to cheat for the last one and i just took my second answer and add 0.2 to it for the accouracy!hahs walked home after that!

grabbed a bite! then took a nap! felt so goood to sleep ! lunched! then studied! went down with mummy to buy some foood!ohh yes my tooth aint hurting already!told ya my God works wonders! and some idiot said it was tooth decay!rawrrrrrrrrr!shallnt say who's the idiot!hahs i hate my town council alrights, like hello we pay taxes yet you dont really serve us!hello i hate my lifts!its breaks down every now and then! i got a terrible fear now and i hate the fact that it stops at thr 5th floor always!rawrrr i shall call up and complain soon!rawrrrr

taking a break now! studied since noon till now with little breaks in between thats like 4 hours!i am so proud of myself! gonna continue at night after dinner!decided not to nap if not i am so gonna gain weight!and some idiot said that dieting aint goood you end up fat !whatever!

I CANT WAIT FOR O'S TO END SERIOUSLY!ALL THE PARTYING! ALL THE GIRLFRIEND'S NIGHT OUT!ALL MY OUTINGS!ALL MY JUNIORS!ALL MY FUN !ALL THE LATE NIGHTS OUT AND I AM AT THE LEGAL AGE ALREADY < 3

shu yu love! thanks for everything that you have done, shallnt list them out ya!thanks seriously!without you i dont think i will be that happy now, your my everything!please be happy always ya! i will be here to walk this path down with you! i cant wait for our after O's plan!pool shopping! late night outs yes! i love you!

if you were mine -Marcos Hernandez

If you were mine, I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever needIf you were mine,I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want

Ohhh Yeaaa
Everything I dreamed about Everything that I talked about
One thing I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you
Can't stand being far away
Knowing that you don't feel the same way
Questioning bring tears to your eyes

If you were mine, I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever needIf you were mine,I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want

Ohhh Yeaaa
All words I sing about
All that is that I write about
Only thing I wanna hear about
So that I can get closer to you
I know that there is someone else, but he's only thinking of himself
Doesn't make any sense for you being lonely

If you were mine, I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever needIf you were mine,I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want

Let me be the one to share your hopes and dream
You'll never be alone again, cause I will hold you in this day
Please don't be afraid to let your broken
heart guide you
Into these open arms that long to surround you, baby

If you were mine, I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want

2005-09-06T08:30:00.000-07:00

i gotta wake up at 6.45 tomorrows please!ohhhhhh man!

2005-09-06T07:46:00.000-07:00

tution was very very bad !rawrrrr chemistry lesson tomorrows!rawrr hope i can wake up if not mr yeo is gonna kill me!rawrrr

2005-09-06T03:05:00.000-07:00

boo! tuesdays are not goood days! woke up early this morning thanks to sis!rawrr irritating knows! the toothache is still there damm painful! i hope it aint the wisdom tooth cause i hate visiting the dentist!rawrrr! let's hope amosan works wonders! after breakfast!studied chemistry! 4th auntie came! mum and her made mooncakes <3>

mum made mooncakes yesterday too so yeahh i am gonna pile on kgs!hahs gonna have tution laters!rawrr so not looking forward to it !rawrr see that stupid black face!rawrrr just hope 2 hours passes by fast!EYECANDY'S ONLINE NOW <3

studied chemistry!went down for lunch with caroline! then studied chemistry! finally done with chemistry!gonna finish up on the revision by tonight and then gonna start on biology! then gonna start on geography! then accounts and social studies!raawrrrr i want prelims to end fast!

my toothache's killing me!rawrr it's like the gums!rawrrr yet it feels painful!rawrrr i wanna cry! i miss my darlings!rawrrr chemistry lesson tomorrow! lets see if darlings are going!

shu yu!i love you <3

and i think i grew tanner for no reason !rawrrrr

2005-09-05T08:05:00.000-07:00

today marks the first day of my september one week break!hahs it aint a holiday break for me man its more like intensive mugging! woke up around 9 plus this morning!had my favourite chocolate coated waffle today <3>

tried studying after that but just couldnt!caroline cancelld her class last minute!when caroline;s home i cant study man!hahs rawrr distractions! caught coach carter!dammm goood movie!should catch it! quite inspiring and damm touching! BESTTIE loves it too that reminds me i miss my classmates! studied for a while!memoried the whole of test for cations/ test for anions and test for gases and solubility of salts which is the whole topic for quantitive analysis! took a shirt nap after that!woke up at six!caught the grand finale of my channel 8 show! then watch my channel 55 hong kong drama serial ! then had dinner!caroline went for guitar class! watch the channel 55 show then wanted to bathe!mum made me did something stupid nevermind! watch my grand finale of my channel 55 8pm show! then bathed after that!studied from 9 to 11 !2 hours! memoried formulas for counting moles and equations! talked to shu yu for a while!

CHEER UP SWEETUMS MUMMY! I LOVE YOU YES! BE HAPPY YOUR MORE IMPORTANT THAN ALL MY EYECANDIES <3

i am getting into you because i love you :] your essiential to survive <3

2005-09-04T02:10:00.000-07:00

church this morning was goood :] cabbed down!was sleeping in the cab when i realised i wore my polo tee the wrong way!sheesh reached chuch wore my jacket and went toliet to change! praise and wordship was rather draggy! communion sunday! then had yellow ribbon project presentation then pastor steven teo preached ! goood sermon!very intellectucal i should say! went NTUC after that! hahs mademy day shallnt say why!hahs for me to know and for you to wonder! took bus 80 to funan for lunch!KFC for lunch! took 124 back after that! home! slept:]

EYECANDY <3

SHU YU <3>

I LOVE jESUS MY FIRST LOVE AND NEVER ENDING LOVE <3

/ FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE I THANK YOU LORD

2005-09-03T09:47:00.000-07:00

saturday mornings the best time to sleep in :] woke up at around 10 plus! the aircon was too tempting!hahs may yi didnt come back last night so i had two beds! the fun time of rolling around!hahs had brunch then went and studied! did chemistry! went through last year's topics and did revised by redoing last year's ten year series! took a nap after that!woke up at four plus caught zhen qing !hahs then went out for dinner around si plus! went towninga! Hoshigoka for dinner! had udon bento <3>

walked around after that! i wanna shop! but i need to lose weight!hahs mummy was hyper today , hahs caroline and i were is that your mum! walked around somemore! went home around 10 ! bathed! studied till 12.30 !

church tomorrrows! sept one week break next week but it's more like mugging sessions for me everyday!rawrrrr STUDY MAYSI STUDY!

i want my eyecandy so badly!sighhhs!let's hope things turn out the way i want them to!rawrrr

shuyu! thanks for everything yes! for listening to my rantings and daily whinings about my eyecandy! my neverending eyecandies! my rantings and missing of j_____!i love you for everything i wont ever disown you!hahs cheer up yes my prettyaye darling baby! i am always here!

2005-09-02T08:36:00.000-07:00

english prelims today!paper one was on report writing and compo was about writing an experience which changed your life and as usual i wrote about the same thing!hahs i wrote about band!yes and i finished my paper dang early and i took a short nap :] ! when the class's quiet, its damm nice to sleep especially so when you get acess to both the wind and fan!hahs we self declared recess! had one and a half period of recess <3>

paper two was quite alright!finished early again!slept again! towned after school :] i am starting to love my classmates !rawrrr ! taka yoshinoya for lunch! walked around! shu yu went and find _______'s friend!hahs damm funny lah! shu yu will always be shu yu!hahs then went and meet pet! went cine cut hair! pet's hair is damm nice :] took insane photos there with shu yu and pet! went home after that!

should i take the first step should i not !

jeremy's damm funny, messaged him after the paper complaining about it and now he just asked me how was it!tsk forgetful lah!hahs too much studying!

i feel like drinking suddenly!rawrrrr i am hell stresssed!rahhhhhhhhhhh i want eyecandy!

shu yu i love you :]

girlfriend#06 ! we will go out after my O's can! i will have all the time for you!sorries

2005-09-01T05:54:00.000-07:00

CHAN MAY SI WOKE UP HELL EARLY THIS MORNING THANKS TO HER TWO PRECIOUS SISTERS AND MOTHER WHO WERE TALKING LIKE THE HOUSE WAS SOME FISH MARKET!RAHHH IRRITATING KNOWS! THERE GOES MY sleep in!rahhhh

woke up!breakfast!studied chem!studied for 3 whole hours! then lunch!then bathed!went and meet besttie at great world!studied again until caroline chan may yin came! chemistry is like quite easy i think!hahs but gotta get all the facts right into my brain!i wanna finish chem by this weekend!then gonna start on biology! then social studies and accounts! yes then geography!my maths is quite alright now!yeahhh! stayed there till around 6 plus! went home!dinner! gonna give my head a rest tonight , gonna study tomorrows again!besttie and caroline chan bullied me today!rahhhh but i still love them <3

i want my eyecandy!i want my flute! i want ross roy!i want *you!

genevieve made my day!hahs she polished until all the tarnish on my flute came off!hahs! i love her and she's using my precious now! i miss my precious so much now can!rahhhhh okays i am talking like kelly!hahs tsk!

I MISS KELLY!hahs and kelly i am not small okays!rawrrr

wong shu yu!rahhhh shane is mine <3>

2005-08-31T08:22:00.000-07:00

i think mummy's kinda irritating at times!just when i planned one whole day of mugging for chemistry today, she had to drag me out to shop with her just because she feels like it!tsk whats the world coming to man!rahhhh unproductive day! went to bugis to shop with her! she bought so much please! so much foood!goshhh and had to carry it around!came home around 3 plus! the two piggified miss chans were home!hahs and on the table was this shopping bag which said to miss chan! mum and i were guessing which miss chan since there are two now!hahs damm funny!mum's pretty silly at times!she's a damm goood eyecandy catcher!hahs lol damm funny! saw jonathan tan !hahs funkaye hair but nevermind!hahs *stares at shu yu*hahs

mum can be quite bitchy at times seriously!rahhhhh nevermind!anyhows shu fen's back! conference with her last night!hahs she seriously picks the wrong time to call in !rahhh was gonna sleep last night and she called in!tsk! conferenced again just now!hahs laughed hell lots! shu fen's one goood advicer about your future!hahs yeahh! talked for about an hour plus!hunged up!studied abit of chem!continue mugging tomorrow when i am out with besttie and caroline chan! i hope shu yu comes! i really need to mugg tomorrow!rahhhhh i kinda miss daddy!rahhh no one to complain to!hahs

anyhows EYECANDY IS DAMM CUTE!hahs! mine <3
talking to j____y now!hahs mine too <3'
shu yu is mine<3>

2005-08-30T20:48:00.000-07:00

listening to Ross Roy again :] was thinking back about the past!come to think of it, i dont think i did my Job as a section leader. i didnt teach them rhythm cause i was really bad at it, i didnt uphold discipline cause of beth, i let her be . i didnt care much about their welfare.shallnt say much i will get scolding from my precious valarie! sighhhs i miss my section! band brought out the best in me !

2005-08-30T19:48:00.000-07:00

i know whats the problem with us already! i dont know or i just cant see how you can treat us like as if nothing ever happened! it's really wierd! now i agree with what she says! you were the one who did so many things just to leave us ! you were the one who wants to let go, so you wish to make your prediction come true!go ahead then! i dont know whats wrong with you. whatever happens, the memories stay!thanks !FROM CLOSE FRIENDS TO HI BYE FRIENDS .

i need to get down to mugging !i have only sixy six days left to the major O's!rahhhhhhhhhhhhhh i miss you j____y !rahhhhh i WANNA SEE MY EYECANDY!

shu yu!shu yu shu yu shu yu !

2005-08-30T03:42:00.000-07:00

school was very goood today!never ever felt so happy when i was in school until today! 5MM rawks !hahs laughed so much today especially during chemistry thanks to silly classmates like hunnie bunnies,neng's clique and of cause my dear dear rachel mak!mr yeo is damm funny! conversation does like this! i laughed till i almost cried hahs and mr yeo was dang embarassed!damm funny

mr yeo: what's the name of the girl sitting behind next to diyanna!
mr yeo: answers his own question!shammema
whole class bursts out in laughter!
danica toh : shakines
mr yeo : ohh ya shakines! no no no akines!
whole class died of laughing okays
danica, me and neng were laughing like hell
ohh man mr yeo is one teacher i wont ever forget!so silly!
one whole lessons before recess spent on lauging

recess was in classroom with rach, janet, besttie and clara chai!laughed too much again!CLARA CHAI I AM NOT WHINY OKAYS!RAHHHHH now ''NIGEL'' THINKS I AM WHINY HAHS dont ask me why's there's a open inverted comma at Nigel's name! hahs inside joke!*stares at clique!hahs rahhhhhhh clara! hahs recess was damm fun and i swear besttie's getting forgetful these days! accounts was draggy!rahhh but quite alright! then biology!ohh man i am so gonnas fail practicals for prelims please!i wanna cry can! i went and draw the whole peanut !rahhhhhhh when i am supposed to draw the cotyledon only!rahhhh and for chemistry i forgot that my glowing splint did relight!ahhhhhhhh dies!

came home after school:] lunched! slept till 5 plus! dinner! gonna catch my tv programme soon! daddy's flying off laters for business trip!rahhhhh i got to go school on my own for two days!sighhhs ! nevermind i will be goood i will walk to school! gonna mugg at night!skipping school tomorrows! out to study with besttie on thursday! i love besttie :] my new bitching partner!hahs

HAPPY SWEET NINETEEN JEREMY! I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU! STUDY HARD YES!HAHS YOU ROCK *GUY BESTTIE*BE HAPPY YES SMILE MORE!HAHS

DANICA <3
JANET<3
RACHEL <3
CLARA<3
SHU YU <3
5mm <3
*YOU <3<3
xiao wei<3

LISTENING TO ROSS ROY NOW !DAMM NICE PLEASE! I MISS MY LOWER SECONDARY BAND DAYS !WHEN I WAS IN SEC 1 I PLAYED ROSS ROY PLEASE! PLEASE BE PROUD OF ME!HAHS MEMORIES! i remember the seniors just left me , erwina and mervis and jayne to figure out how to play okays and my music score was of course filled with notes and i wrote down what notes were those cause i wasnt really sure how to read high notes then and the highest note was a freaking A which i was of cause damm scared of ! and the first time when i touched the piccolo and played it was in secondary one i could just cry at that very moment!hahs i could play till high E though!hahs thanks to alina the super nice flute tutor! and yes we were asked to go for this flute masterclass or rather workshop! died there!hahs the flautists were all damm goood and it was held at YAMAHA !ohh man! i love her !hahs i was the quietest junior then :] i love my seniors! i love my batch of band peeps! I LOVE FLUTE SECTION !ROSS ROY! SPIRIT OF LIFE!GUARDIANS OF PEACE!INTO THE JOY OF THE SPRING!

2005-08-29T07:30:00.000-07:00

school was terrible! pe was fun though :] volleyball! hahs nevermind!anyhows was kinda pissed the whole day today cause we found out something!ohh wells let it be that way then!it aint gonna affect us!please grow up in your thinking!rahhhhhhhhhh you!

science practical was goood in some sense or another :] hahs! managed to do it!rahhhhhh my glowing splint didnt relight though!rahhhhhhhh walked home after that!besttie had dinner at the coffee shop! walked around!talked! i was thinking about *you! HAHS! i miss talking to YOU PLEase! ANYHOWS YOUR MESSAGE LAST NIGHT MADE MY DAY ! i was smiling like an idiot lah!rahhhhh but i still love you!hahs

came home!slept!woke up at 6.45!bathed! dinner! tution! did chemistry! i hate him!rahhhhhh him hello i pay you and you give me this kinda service!crap you! rahhhhh gonna mugg soon!take cares <3>

SHU YU! I LOVE YOU <3
i miss my eyecandy!rahhh

2005-08-28T00:09:00.000-07:00

THE EIGHTH CHAPTER

wong shu yu
the girlfriend the miss lolli
the candypop lolli baby

eight months have passed
hahs seems that we have not quarelled not even once
hahs wierd aint it
i wont ever wanna fight with ya
cause i know it will be terrible
hahs your damm cute know
hahs true at times your too hyper for me to take it
especially on bus trips to town
crazy moments
i miss shopping with ya
MNG sales
changing rooms at isetan!
toliet trips in school
your precious roti boy and milk tea
my precious old chang kee
thanks for everything you have done for me
those messages that were so so sweet
thanks for pigging out with me always
thanks for going to surfbabe though i know you hate ROXY
hahs
i love you darling
4 more months
we will make it through
yes we will

2005-08-27T23:56:00.000-07:00

THA EIGHHT CHAPTER

maysi maysi maysi maysi maysi.

yupps,our 8th anni was 2 dayss ago,
but didnt really have time to blog an entry for you
just saw my friendster

heysheys,thanks loadss for everything,
tha little and big things ya done for me,
being here every moment,and tha notess ya wrote to me,
tha blog entries for me

thanks for tha msn conversations with ya and dan.
it was really fun.

thank you for towning with me every fridayy,
tolerating me being in labour in bus 65
,eating roti boy and wanton mee.
i know it is very fattening but thanks for eating with me

.thanks for tha fun moments in town,
trying out clothes togethers,
making a mess in mango.
we should go to tha year end mango sales
.next time we go to CK TANGS level 2 fitting room yupps set?
it is really fun towning with you in school uniform
,admring people, looking at eyecandies and mocking at people.
darling is our new member now.hahas.

thanks for acc me to tha toilet in sch thoughh i know most of tha time,
ya very unwillingly
.and thanks for gossiping with me
.we should cut down on that.

thank you for being here with me when i'm sick,
thanks for calling me to acc me talk when i'm on myy way to holland
,it is dam nice to be on tha phone with you while walking in cold storage.

it is dam fun to make fun of you with my hunnie bunniesssss.
you look cute when ya angry.
hahahas.
thank you for everything.
ya can go to your early childhood and i go to my accountancy
and we can go for lunch togethers
and count how many guyss ya candy' ed if we end up in ngee ann.
and please do not thin or cut your hair cus it is oredi very thin
and ya will go bald if ya thin it.grow your hair long with me la.
and our diet plan,
planned back in JAN, really failed.

TSK.and,ya tha only one whom i gave 12 missed calls
.appreciate it okok.hahasneewaysss,tahnks for walking into my life.
thanks for staining my life with beautiful memoriessss
.i will never wanna trade you for neething else my precious

.*((::and stop having so many eye candiesss,
it is so sad that i have to squeeze with them in your heart okok.
and sorry if i dont reply to your msges at times,
now i have got 1600 free smses so yupps...

never let this fever drop.

I LOVE US, CHAN MAYSI

my precious sweetheart wong shu yu wrote for me that :] somtimes i am really thankful that i retained cause if i didnt perharps i wouldnt be what i am now, so crazy and all ! shu yu i my sunshine ! i am thankful that i have shu yu with me :] hahs going crazy with me and all the bitching and whining and shu yu your one of the few who can stand my whining! i love you

church was very goood today :] youth, second service and first service combined! reached church late though! i love daddy ! he tries to understand me and he gives in to me. people always say that daddy spoils me too much and i agree now! cause he loves me too much!ohh wells dadd's going to be away for business trip!rawrrr remember how i used to cry so badly when i was younger whenever daddy had to go on a business trip!hahs i would sulk and cry for days! i love daddy! i love my family <3

lunch with caroline at great world city! walked around at cold storage !got ham !yummy i love ham! honey baked ham!apple baked ham <3>
anyhows off for my nap soon! then studying again! prelims practical tomorrows! i need the world's luck!rawrr cause practicals and maysi dont go together!hahs

2005-08-27T08:00:00.000-07:00

saturday mornings are the best days :] caught up on my long lost sleep this morning!woke up at nine this morning!studied till like noon! lunched! then studied for a while more !then took a short nap! studied again while watching the television! hahs dont ask me how i manage to concentrate! studied till dinner time! out to east coast for dinner!dropped caroline at fort canning cause of WOMAD! i wanna go can rawrrr nevermind next year!sighhs O's life is damm stressful! you really gotta have the determination !rawrr which sadly maysi doesnt have!hahs came home bathed! studied!then caught inochi, this japanese novel ! damm sweet! sighhhs! HOPE IS THIS VERY STRONG WORD WHICH MAKES A GREAT DIFFERENCE! dont ya agree!anyhows gotta go! church tomorrows! then lunch with caroline then home to study!

gonna talk to my wong shu yu and besttie :] love tons!

shu yu shu yu shu yu shu yu i love you !

2005-08-26T08:24:00.000-07:00

hello! school's been pretty bad!rawrrrrrrr damm stressful!so much examinations coming up every week!just kill me please!anyhows the motivation to mugg has come!hahs revised through maths for 4 solid hours!i am so proud of myself! hahs oh yes did i mention birthday was a blast with sweetums like shu yu and besttie :] i love them so so much!

i passed my social studies mock examination!hahs got a shock seriously cause i crapped my way through!i mugged for social studies that night before alrights!all that drilling makes it worthwhile!pe lesson was irritating!rawrrrr volleyball my love<3>

english lesson has been very boring!comprehensions and more comprehensions!rawrrr can just die of comprehensioness!hahs tsk!i am crapping!i miss band so much all of a sudden!rawrr i miss valarie and all!ohh wells social studies mock exam today was goood ! source based was average! structured essasy was goood cause chapter 1 came out from sec4 book :] i love it!

the japanese exchange girls performed today during assembly and 5MM being the best class ever didnt know we were also supposed to turn up at the hall, in the end we went late!very late!tsk! went and grabbed a bite after school with besttie, went class! studied! social studies mock! town with shu yu and nicole darling next ! roti boy and red pearl milk tea dont go well together!rawrrr walked around! met melissa at lucky !walked around!met michelle! then they being the fleshimp shopholics had to shop there!tsk! anyhows saw darling mummy's friend leisher who was quite cute!hahs yeahhh then walked around! i love shu yu please <3>
shu fen is back ! yay! i miss that girl so much! changed hell lots and it was a mega change please!hahs so girly now!tsk! caught up with one another! then left! went marche for dinner with girlfriends!some stuff happened but was alright in the end :] i love my girlfriends! we ended up shopping!hahs bought earings!hahs damm nice :] i love it! anyhows left town around 10 plus! called dad! took bus to school bustop! then dad picked me up! went home bathed!studied accounts ! waking up early tomorrows to study :]

eyecandy is so cute <3>

HAPPY EIGHTH CHAPTER *TABLE FOR TWO
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY WONG SHU YU

i love you for you :] please dont ever leave me!your my honey coated candy lollipop !i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you

2005-08-23T02:29:00.000-07:00

boo! school has been bad! more mugging and stress from the teachers and at home too!sighhs O's is coming like real soon! anyhows pe yesterday was damm fun! volleyball!hahs i love it!

anyhows stayed up to study last night and slept around 11 plus! woke up and received so much birthday wishes!thanks darlings! it's wierd being eighteen!was feeling gloomy too no idea whys!many thanks to besttie, shu yu and clique for being there :]

thanks eunica and michelle for the present yes :] love it !

they had orals today, so went and met caroline chan may yin instead at harbourfront! studied there, while messaging #32 !hahs i am happy that we are talking again, i hope nothing happeens again! walked around then was about to left harbourfront when danica and shu yu came with a surprise!such sweethearts to come down after their long day! i love you guys ya! thanks for everything:]

heys shu yu!sorry for being rude to ya in class today ya! i love you!ADIDAS PINK BAG <3

MELISSA ! thanks for listening to my whining ya!i hope we can meet up soon yes!

eunica! thanks for the present and everything! your the best little one <3

michelle ! thanks for the birthday wishes and all :] i love you!

MANY THANKS TO
shu yu
danica
melissa
michelle
jasper
jeremy
gabriel
janet
rachel
clara
valarie
eunica

and those who wished me :] thanks! i love you guys!

HAPPY EIGHTEEN CHAN MAY SI

2005-08-21T03:16:00.000-07:00

tuesday's coming !i cant wait :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

wong shu yu! i love you! i love you candypop lolli darling

2005-08-20T08:08:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SWEET EIGHTEEN DANICA TOH SHI YEE MY PRECIOUS ONE AND ONLY BESTTIE :] I LOVE YOU !

Daddy woke me up this morning, asking me to study, like what the heck!nevermind i gave in and i woke up! breakfast , then studied and they went out! what the heck he said i didnt study kay!hello you were not there when i was studying please!rawrrrrrrr quarelled with them!rawrrr i dont care! reached town late!cabbed down! i was supposed to be the latest but endest up at paragon the earliest!ohhh wells! met them! walked to crown prince hotel!swensens :] i love what they for me :] this zara skirt which i love so much <3>

hahs they wanted to get that adidas bag for me :] but then sadly janet fell in love with it too!sillyness!fishandchips for lunch! i love my clique :] sweetest things ever!walked around!saw girlfriends! saw kailing! saw some others!met rach's brother!walked to pacific!janet got her bag!HAHS ! walked to borders to meet caroline!walked to isetan! walked around! went and met mum and dad!dan ryans chicago grill for dinner! the servings were really large!salad can be quite nice after all!hahs

walked around tanglin after that! home after that!bathed! studied!

i hope i get to meet my girlfriends :]

i hope j_____per messages me :] ohh wells

i hope my other wish will come true <3

church tomorrows <3>

my deepest love will always be God !

SHU YU!DANICA!JANET!RACHEL!SHU WEN!CLARA ! THANKS FOR THE PRESSIE I LOVE IT ! I LOVE YOU GUYS!

2005-08-19T08:35:00.000-07:00

the irony of mock exams , theres no time to compete the paper always!hahs this whole week has been terrible except that daddy was being superly nice to us <3 loves

towning for the past few days cause of various reasons! towned yesterday cause it was shu yu's birthday! lunch at jack's place :] damm fun! hahs gave her a surprise ! walked around then dad called , went down paragon m1! he changed the phone for caroline! nokia 6101 is quite nice afterall!ohhh wells !

maths mock exam, geography mock exam!maths was stupid, careless mistakes!rawrrr and geography i had tons of time left!slept after the paper! peer tutorial after school!towned after that with shu yu! ROTIBOY again! then old chang kee and pearl drink! walked around tried my hula&co skirt but it was freaking loose!rawrrr nevermind! sent shu yu off! went and met melissa and charlene!hahs charlene was having this obession about taking photos!tsk! left town around 6 plus! bus down to tiong to meet them! couldnt find them, started to panic!rawrrr nevermind! shou zhen was smart to come down to find me cause i was using a public phone cause my phone ran out of battery!rawrrrrrrrrrrr on the way up, saw jacintha and andrea!i miss band !rawrrrrrrr i miss my section! i miss the juniors!i miss my flute!hahs i miss t__or!hahs

went long john , waited for them! then took bus back home! dinner for me! then cell started!yeahhh :] cell was goood for a fact!yeahh :]

and jeremy messaged me that he was in town also!rawrrrr stupid phone died on me!rawrrr

shu yu! i love you!

besttie !happy sweet eighteen :] i love you
shu yu! happy belated sweet seventeen (:

2005-08-17T00:19:00.000-07:00

i swear i hate M1 i think they overcharged me seriously! how can my calls be 86 bucks please!goshh impossible totally impossible!rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

mock exams are terrible, i am sick again bye

2005-08-15T06:30:00.000-07:00

mock exams were a killer please! maths especially!i didnt finish nine pages for the first time ! rawrrr but the paper was generally quite okay :] rawrrrrrrrrrrr but nine pages, almost broke down after the paper!helllo paper one is like a 2 hours paper for O's but they only gave us 90 minutes for this damm paper!rawrrr i can just flunk it!accounts was worse! 45 minutes for both methods of imcomplete entry/single entry questions! i ommitted the second question totally. rawrrrrrrr seems my a1 for accounts is flying away already!rawrrr

i wanna close this blog till after O's ! so perharps august will be my last entry :] yeahhh i need to get down to serious mugging! decided already not gonna retake chinese cause lao shi said at most if i am lucky i will get a b4 , if i am unlucky i will drop, why not take the extra free periods as time to study the other subjects so yeahh aint retaking :] chinese is out of my life already for now :]

hahs spoke to many people for advice and their views, so yeahh thats the final decision , people like girlfriends, besttie, and yes gab, and yes jerms of cause <3>

oh yes daddy made my day today <3>

anyhows mock exams coming up for this whole week <3>

shu yu! your the best volleyball partner anyone can get seriously :] i love you!

i am getting to fall head over heels for you

2005-08-13T08:12:00.000-07:00

at first caroline chan may yin was being nice to help me upload everything to webshots cause i was whining away!rawrrrrrrrr but now after looking at the captions , she's not that nice anymore!what rahhh rahh princesss!ohh man

anyways here it is :

http://community.webshots.com/myphotos?action=viewAllPhotos&albumID=421220906

2005-08-13T07:23:00.000-07:00

school is stressful!mock exams next week!rawrrrrrrrr i hate practicals please rawrrrrrr! suddenly i miss _______ hahs!rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

SHU YU WHERE ARE YOU :]
BESTTIE IS SILLY

OH YA HAPPY SWEET EIGHTEEN PAMMY SORRY COULDNT ATTEND YOUR PARTY!

I AM SUPPOSED TO GET DOWN TO STUDYING BUT SOMEHOW I CANT!RAWRRRRR! I NEED TO STUDY!RAWRRRRRRRRRRRR

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I WANT SATURDAY TO COME FAST!RAWRRR

2005-08-12T22:35:00.000-07:00

phototaking was very gooood :] except for the fact that i looked fat in the dress!rawrrrr now they will know whys i am always dieting!hahs lol! met danica on the cab!cabbed to school! went canteen toliet to change!then met rach and all! my darling is so sweet today!cheer up yes darling! met hunnie bunnies and all! then met janet! went to hardcourt area and took class photos ! rahhhhh as usual me being the short one had to sit infront!rawrrrrrr i hate heaving in my tummy!rawrrrrrr then went up to auditorium to have individual shot!rawrrrrr i think that was bad!after that took pictures with clique and hunnie bunnies and mardi and darling! lect around 11 plus! changed !went tiong! wore heels to tiong cause they dared me to!yay! k700i is at 178 now :]]]]]]]]]]]]] i hope daddy agrees!hahs!

ohh wells life has been great withj______around !hahs just brightens up my day whenever i receive a message !hahs yay! i love this! if this comes true!i wont ever let go i swear!worth so much more than eyecandies and all the heart heart heart of this world ________ :] but onethings for sure my clique and girlfriends ans hunnie bunnies and yes God is irreplacable :] !

God <3
melissa loh kang ming <3
michelle loh kang ming <3
wong shu yu <3
danica toh <3
rachel <3
janet <3
shu wen <3
clara <3
ruthaye <3
alexia <3
*you <3
guy bestties <3
family <3<3

2005-08-12T08:42:00.000-07:00

gabriel jonathan kang yin <3>

YOUR THE BEST GUY BESTTIE ANYONE CAN EVER HAVE!

2005-08-12T08:15:00.000-07:00

hello! the computer 's back already! i am a happy girl now! the internet connection died for two whole days please! needed to do work but nevermind!rawrrrr nicole's sweet seventeen todays! happy birthday DARLING! HOPE YOU LOVE THE PRESSIE ME AND BESSTIE GOT FOR YA ! HAHS! planned to go for cell group today but somehow was really very very tired. got back chinese results today!bad please!it didnt help that lao shi was making fun of our class and i was the first person to get the results!rawwrr c5 !should i retake!comments please! i am confused now very! i couldnt take part in PE today cause mr francis didnt allowed and he laughed at me please cause of my bandaged hand!ohh wells volleyball <3>

town after tutorial! walked around! got stuff ! then went home!dinner! bathed!studied for 1/1/2 hours then watched channel 55 :] phototaking tomorrows! hahs i am gonna look fat in my dress please!hahs! oh ya gabriel left today for united kingdom ! i dont know !rawrrrrr

i cant wait for the 20th to come :] hahs! loves! i cant wait for the shopping please !hahs

wong shu yu <3>

2005-08-10T07:40:00.000-07:00

heys! towning today was goood :] i finally got my stuff for photo taking and i went within my budget !hahs less than 50 please! i havent gotten the accesories yet though!hahs wonderful!towning on friday hopefully i do well for my chinese O's !yeahhh got the white dress from far east and the heels :] walked around , left town around 2 plus! went down to great world macs to study!i did maths for 4 whole hours!please be proud of me!yay!hahs! went arcade cause caroline was stressed :) hahs so funny please i saw moooss <3

home after that! i thought about you today :] you make me smile!

shu yu! i love you !

2005-08-09T08:29:00.000-07:00

BESTTIE READ MY BLOG ENTRY AND SHE REPLIED MY BOTTOM LINE QUESTION WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE SUCHA BESTTIE :]

ANSWER :

im just like a wish from the shiny star you wished to deserve sucha besttie :]

ohh man retarded besttie i have please one who falls 4 steps down the stairs ! ROFL HAHS

2005-08-09T08:06:00.000-07:00

DANICA TOH SHI YEE IS DRIVING ME CRAZY NOW
CRAZY BESTTIE I HAVE PLEASE
TOPIC FOR THE DAY HELLO KITTY SHOES

part of the conversation i died laughing please

twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
i buy hello kitty shoe you buy little twin star shoe lah
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
or miCKEY MOUSE SHOE!
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
retarded!
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
yay
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
hahahah
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
god
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
i am so gonna paste this on my blo
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
blog
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
hahaha
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
haiyo
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
dun lah
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
i shy lah
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
haha
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
no face
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
lol
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
crazy
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
lol hello kitty shoes
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
im talking to a crazy woman laughing to herslef
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
ohh mine
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
i am talking to a crazy woman who's crazy please
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
haha
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
you buy mickey mouse shoe ok?
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
you know
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
when i said the shoes look like hello kitty to my cousin
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
she couldnt stop laughing at me
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
and somemore she was the one who ask me to try it
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
at first worst arh/... at URS.. she make me try on SILVER ballerina shoe
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
at first i wanted to but this bubble gum smell shoe from vono then she say not nice
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
but its really nice
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
haha
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
really gon bubble gum smell noes
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
its soft rubber cum plastic material
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
haha
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
the smell damn nice
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
i realise girls shoes are so interesting
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
so sso many type and smells
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
and pattern
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
hahs i love ballerina flats (:
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
and you know those pointy tip shoe without back one.. i was dragging in the whole shop when try ing. then my cousin call the shoe some TAO JIAM LOR DI
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
means pointed head bread
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
which is the baguette
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
mine looks ballerina
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
for your info
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
and i cant stop wearing it
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
aha
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
hahs nice (:
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
i like mine
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
you bought alr?
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
the one that you said was funkay (:
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
which one?
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
i said so many
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
haha
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
hahs nahh i love my ballerina flats!
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
hahs
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
the :xodus one
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
ooooooooo
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
okok
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
haha
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
i saw alot of ballerina flats
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
hhaha
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
i love it okays (:
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
hahs : xodus has very nice shoes
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
hmmx
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
i actually say one
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
buy my cousin say look like baseball
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
-_-
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
lol
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
hmmx
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
baseball
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
hahs
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
eh
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
dont blog everythign arh\
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
lol :xodus shoes are wonderful
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
hahs
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
hmmx okie
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
you said tt many times
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
ha
; little superhero girl (: i have a cute and irritating bumpy little cow !the seventh chapter (: says:
LOL
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
hmmx
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
have ya blog?
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
i wana see
twenty- flying hello kitty shoes [10 more days] says:
what mean thingies ya say bout me

OHH MAN WHAT DID I DO TO HAVE SUCHA BESTTIE

2005-08-09T01:54:00.000-07:00

hello! miss caroline chan didnt come home last night so i slept all alone!hahs wonderful aint it!yeahh mum and dad were like screaming their asses off me to wake me up this morning! breakfast, changed went down to town isetan to get the foood stuff! didnt meet melly cause her brother was sick, so yeahh going tomorrows instead, there goes my day for studying! getting the dress tomorrows along with the heels!daddy's paying :] i am happy !

i cant wait for the twentiest to come ! ohhh man so much things to plannn!
anyhows lunch was horrible!okays seriously!yikes! slept , woke up did maths CSS paper! paper two is tough!rawrrrrrrrrrrr

alexia is back :] *smiles*

happy sweet seveteen ruthaye :]
happy sweet eighteen izzie kor :]

wong shu yu :] i am really happy for you now ! i misss you too

2005-08-08T07:53:00.000-07:00

hello! went to changi village to celebrate mummy's birthday yesterday! the food was alright not really that goood!next family meal out would be on my sweet eighteen!hahs yeahhh came home! tried on clothes! then studied a bit and slept!

chatting with angel now :) silly girl!hahs the small pint sized cutie! hahs! met dan for breakfast this morning at shaw macs!yeahh then met shu yu!that hot sexaye lady!hahs so pretty! walked around! besttie is damm mean to me!rawrrrrrrrr then dan left!shu yu and i walked to heeren to meet caroline!hahs talked to shu yu :) i love talking to her <3>

pepper lunch for lunch ! saw her students!quite cute!hahs eyecandies :] walked around! looked for graduation phototaking clothes! i love this dress from far east!shall think about it!went home bathed dinner !tution was making me so tired please!hahs kept yawning!

towning tomorrows again with melissa loh darling! wanna get everything by tomorrows :] out with family first!

wong shu yu :] thanks for making me laugh and smile! you will always be my lollipop candy mummy! as sweet as ever!

2005-08-07T00:33:00.000-07:00

Is it true today that when people pray
cloudless skies will break
kings and queens will shake
yes it's true and I believe i
tI'm living for you

Is it true today that when people pray
we'll see dead men rise
and the blind set free
yes it's true and I believe it
I'm living for you

I'm gonna be a history maker in this land
I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
I'm gonna stand,
I'm gonna runInto your arms, into your arms again
Into your arms, into your arms again

Yes it's true today that when people stand
with the fire of God, and the truth in hand
we'll see miracles, we'll see angels sing
we'll see broken hearts making history
yes it's true and we believe it
we're living for you

-history maker by delirious

Love unfailing
Overtaking my heart
You take me in
Finding peace again
Fear is lost
In all you are

And I would give the world to tell Your story
Cause I know that You've called me
I know that You've called me
I've lost myself for good within Your promise
I won't hide it
I won't hide it

Jesus, I believe in You
And I would go to the ends of the earth
To the ends of the earth
For You alone are the Son of God
And all the world will see
That You are God
You are God
-to the ends of the earth by hillsongs australia

2005-08-06T09:16:00.000-07:00

Don't want to stand here and shout Your praise
And walk away and forget Your Name
I'll stand for you if it's all I do
Cause there is none that compare to You
Cause all I want in this lifetime is You
And all i want in this whole world is you

Tell the world that Jesus lives
Tell the world that, tell the world that
Tell the world that he died for them
Tell the world that he lives again

No longer I but Christ in me
Cause it's the truth that set me free
How could this world be a better place?
But by thy mercy and by thy grace

C'mon, c'mon we'll tell the world about You
C'mon, c'mon we'll tell the world about You

Tell the world that Jesus lives
Tell the world that, tell the world that
Tell the world that he died for them
Tell the world that he lives again

C’mon, c'mon we'll tell the world about You
Tell the world that
Tell the world that
C'mon, c'mon we'll tell the world about You
Tell the world that
Tell the world that
About You
- tell the world that[hillsongs australia]

I'm forgiven, because you were forsaken
I'm accepted, you were condemned
I'm alive and well, you're spirit is within me
Because you died and rose again

I'm forgiven, because you were forsaken
I'm accepted, you were condemned
I'm alive and well, you're spirit is within me
because you died and rose again

Amazing love, how can it be
that you my king would die for me
Amazing love, I know it's true
It's my joy to honor you
Amazing love, how can it be
that you My king would die for me
Amazing love, I know it's true
It's my joy to honor you
In all i do i honor you

I'm forgiven, because you were forsaken
I'm accepted, you were condemned
I'm alive and well, you're spirit is within me
Because you died and rose again
-amazing love[hillsongs australia]

Did you feel the mountains tremble?
Did you hear the oceans roar?
When the people rose to sing of
Jesus Christ the risen one

Did you feel the people tremble?
Did you hear the singers roar?
When the lost began to sing of
Jesus Chris the saving one

And we can see that God you're moving
A mighty river through the nations
When young and old return to Jesus

Fling wide your heavenly gates
Prepare the way of the risen Lord

Open up the doors and let the music play
Let the streets resound with singing
Songs that bring your hope
Songs that bring your joy

Dancers who dance upon injustice
Did you feel the darkness tremble
When all the saints join in one song
And all the streams flow as one river
To wash away our brokeness
And we can see that God you're moving
A time of Jubilee is coming
When young and old will turn to Jesus

Fling wide your heavenly gates
Prepare the way of the risen Lord
(chorus)
-did you feel the mountains tremble[hillsongs australia]

My savior
Redeemer
Lifted me from the miry clay

Almighty
Forever, I will never be the same
Cause You came here
From the everlasting
To the world we live
The Father’s only Son

And You lived
You died
You rose again on high
You opened the way for the world to live again
Hallelujah, for all You've done
- for all you have done[hillsongs australia]

into your hand
i commit again
with all I am
for you Lord
you hold my world
in the palm of your hand
and I'm yours forever

CHORUS
Jesus I believe in you
Jesus I belong to you
you're the reason that I live
the reason that I sing
with all I am

I'll walk with you
wherever you go
through tears and joy
I'll trust in you
and I will live
in all of your ways and
your promises forever

CHORUS
I will worship I will worship you forever
CHORUS
-with all i am [ hillsongs australia]

2005-08-06T08:40:00.000-07:00

hello!flag day was hell i swear!festival of praise last night was very goood!praise and wordship was just so very awesome!saw some people :] woke up early this morning to study!did maths ! maths is quite enjoyable after all! went to school late for flag day!waited for rach to come!then set off as a group!chinatown!conclusion, singaporeans are quite unreasonable!rawrrrrrrrrrrr took breaks! was so dehydrated!rawrrrrrrr then went back school! went home changed! bathed!met besttie!she picked me up !then cabbed down to Plaza singapura! collected movie tickets for charlie&chocolate factory!then went around looking for cake! decided on angie the choice!yeahh cookies and cream!had to walk to fish&co opposite to pass them the cake!yeahh then went back to meet them! charlie&choclate factory was good but the storyline was very predictable!yeahh maybe cause i read the book!yeahh but the ending was different!yeahh then rach lost her handphone pouch!went in and find!couldnt find! then walked to fish&co!waited for a table!then shu yu came :] i had the world's fun today!loves <3>
cabbed home with besttie after that! besttie is the most retarrded alrights!

janet!thanks for the dinner treat :] loves !
shu yu !cheer up ya!he aint worth it you will someone so much better . i love you baby
melissa!please call me urgent! thanks !loves <3

2005-08-05T09:22:00.000-07:00

festival of praise was damm goood :] worth all that walking and groaning ! with God's presence, everything was just worth it, it amazes me how many christians there are in singapore!the queue was horribly long! yeahh tried ways to ask people to help us book seats but without fail!ohh wells! byt my God's grace we managed to get three seats near the stage!yeahhh praise and wordship was very good !hillsongs and delirious are good seriously! the presence of God was awesome i swear, could see so many people hunger more of God! it's a wonderful sight to see so many christians coming from all parts of singapore having a heart thats beating for God and for souls to be saved! i love this :] preaching was goood!pastor chia was there, didnt know he was the vice chairman of this event!ohhh wells what kind of church member am i!tsk! shu wen's dad gave me a ride back then took 124 from her house! ohh yes jeremy didnt go today, going tomorrows instead!victoria went but didnt get to see her!rawrrrrrrrrrrr

i miss caroline chan may yin :] two days without her is like terrible!rawrrrrrr she's at cell retreat at changi!rawrrrrrrr

flag day tomorrows!charlie tomorrows! janet's birthday dinner tomorrows!sunday!CHURCH! MUMMY'S DINNER :)

and you lived and you died
you rose again on high
you opened the way for the world to live again
halleujiah for all that you have done :)
i love you Jesus

your the reason that i live Jesus i believe in you :]

rach, shu wen!thanks a wonderful night :]

2005-08-05T01:20:00.000-07:00

hello!school was goood :) maths lesson was damm goood! seriously did maths!algebra drives me crazy! recess :) more loves for my clique <3>
geography tutorial after school! saw the band having rehersal! i misss the band or rather i miss my flute!rawrrrrrrrrr! tutorial was damm crap!yeahhh

home sweet home after that :] going out soon to festival of praise with rach, shu wen and yok mumn !

happy sweet seveteen janet adeline lie girlfriend :]

happy sweet eighteen melissa ong :]

2005-08-04T02:07:00.000-07:00

school was very fun today with idiots in my clique!there was neverending laughter!yesterday was a bad day for me cause i scalded my arm, hahs today was besttie's and rachel's bad day! i laughed so so much please, hahs all worrries seems to be gone :) i am starting to study already!maths is quite fun actually! biology was goood :) chinese was boring!recess is still our favourite lesson everyday :) laughed so so much! besttie's the ultimate cutie please!hahs and everyone thinks it was me who ____________ down!ohh wells guess thats the typical maysi!town after school to get ____________ and '' meet ________''. got the ___________! its damm nice!shu wen got us a clique ring !loves <3>

might be going FOP tomorrows!see hows :)

i cant wait for the weekend to come :) yay! saturday flag day/charlie and chocolate factory! out with girlfriends :) sunday!church!mummy's birthday dinner :) yay! i wanna shop! i need to shop!

i love chan may yi please! she gave me nice pressie this year!clothes from FOX and ROXY !loves <3>
the sizes didnt fit well so she went back and change but she took away one of it that i love so much!rahhhh maybe i will get it myself!i want that hula&co top and that groundz3ro skirt!

looking at the couples ring today reminded me so much of you .

i love my clique :] i love silly besttie, i love mummy . i love daddy, i love God, i love [you], i love bimbotic sisters. i love girlfriends. i love rach, i love janet, i love clara :)))))

2005-08-03T02:21:00.000-07:00

rawrrrrrrrrrrr today is a bad day or rather this year is a bad day!i cant go near anything firey hot!rahhhhh i got burnt my the stupid bunsern burner okays!rahhhhh and its hell painful and precious janet can still ask me pain anot! was controlling my tears!hahs its kinda funny though!lol recess was very good <3>

chemistry was screwed cause i scalded myself!damm painful and the flame was bright and hot !rahhhhhhh principle talk!mrs kong made us realise how fast is O's gonna come! 99 days or so!ohhh man i better get down to studying!rahhhhhh i wanna lock my blog so i wont come in! rahhhh i need to cut down the time spent on msn , online ,smses and phone!rahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
besttie and me went tiong after school , got the aloe vera gel for burns!rahhhhhhh its painful!

saturday's flag day is from 11 to 4pm please! out at night with girlfriends :) i cant wait for the 20th :) hope everything goes well !rawrrrrrrr sunday church! birthday dinner for mummy :)

shu yu :) dont worry i am alright already, it was damm pain at first!hahs
besttie :) thanks for accompanying me to tiong yes :) thanks for sending me back!hahs thanks for everything!rahhhh and please keep our secret !
jeremy :) i am happier when your happy !hahs you take care yes!maybe i will see you on friday if i am going for festival of praise!

2005-08-02T01:19:00.000-07:00

hello :] school was very goood today :)

ohh man she just told me that next friday on the 12th august is gonna be the day we get back our much dreaded chinese O's !rahhhhhhh i am scared i need my b3!my wish is a b3!

geography test was very goood :) wrote chunks ! used two full papers !test was on deforestation!rahhhhhhh

hahs about deforestation :) i am down for study group for geography ! yay! i am hell happy !janet!danica! deepa and me in a group :) yay! pauline and cheryl are down for self study too!yay!but mummy and clarissa aint!rahhhhhhhh!

english lesson was damm fun :) did orals practice!yeahhh :) with pet!pauline! cherly!clarissa!shu yu and besttie :)

had phototaking for band !feeling is different!
biology was good !practical !i broke this delivery tube!twisted it!hahs !HOWS THat!HAHS EVEN MISS WONG LAUGHED AT ME !

wong shu yu ! i love you!

2005-07-31T23:26:00.000-07:00

hello!school was very goood today :) miss caroline chan may yin pissed me off so badly this morning!rahhhhh ! social studies lesson spent on dicussing flag day <3 flag day with clique
pe lesson was hysterical!playing floorball with wong shu yu drives me crazy! geogrpahy!opted for self study!hope she allows!rahhhh but if mr sng takes remedial right i wanna go for that! maths test was screwed! recess <3 good
accounts lesson was damm fun <3 shu wen is such a crazy partner
chinese caught the way home !damm touching :) and shu wen had to laugh at me for crying! meanie mo!

wong shu yu<3 sorry about today
besttie<3 i love you besttie!get well soon
melissa <3 girlfriend i love you :)
genevieve<3 good luck for the brunei performance!take good care of my baby yes!
jeremy<3 hope your happier now :) God loves you and so do i!

2005-07-31T07:19:00.000-07:00

heys jeremy :)) though i dont know you well but still i hope you wont destroy your life ya, cutting wont solve problems, trust me. it will only bring back memories!although i dont know what your going through now, but know what there's no problem too big God cannot solve it, there's no storm God cannot calm it, there's no mountain too high God cannot move it you can see your problems as huanting menories or starting points. these are trials that God said we must g through, i hope you will pull through, be strong for your loved ones, i believe you love them and wouldn want them to be worried. you dont wanna hurt God dont you :)
i love you my dear friend. trust in the lord. and finally God loves you for your his very own special dear Child .. take cares ! i am always here if you ever need a listening ear.

there is no mountain too high
God cannot move it
there is no problem too big
God cannot solve it
there is no storm too rough
God cannot soothe it.
he will carry you through
yes he will

2005-07-31T05:30:00.000-07:00

HELLO! CHURCH WAS VERY VERY GOOOD :] cabbed down with the PESKY CHAN MAY YI WHO WENT ON AND ON ABOUT MY sky high phone bill! i just felt like asking her to shut upp lah please! FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE I PAY FOR MY OWN HANDPHONE BILLS!RAHHHHHH YOU AND I ALWAYS MANAGE TO CLEAR IT KAYS! yes at least i pay for my own bills unlike my friends! hahs and she just loves to control what i do alrights!rahhhh and she thinks her little sister is still sixteen!wonderful right!rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i saw eyecandy today !hahs i think i blushed when i walked past him cause ______ was ushering!hahs hows that!ohh wells! so cute pleases with his own style and all! :] :] ! hahs <3<3 praise and wordship was very goood :) preaching was by pastor nicolas choo , my sunday school favourite preacher :) very goood ! walked to the mrt !lunch at tiong! then home !rachel mak is one nice person to message when your bored <3<3 hahs and she faces the same thing as me!hahs oh yes and i hate this please , i wore my zara skirt today and yes i got commented!whatever i like it my way!HAHS! afterall its my relationship with God that matters <3<3 and iwill still love him!

ohh yes it's president's star charity tonight but seems the figure is going way too slow!ohh wells typical mindset of singaporean!why let one NKF Saga affect the other charities!rawrrrrrrr somtimes i detest being a singaporean, i hate their thinking and all! so self centred! ohh wells i hope the beneficiaries wont suffer, its not their fault :) i hope God pours out his grace to them !

ohh wells i havent been getting down to serious studying like what i did for chinese O's !intensive studying! i am so dead please!rawwrrrrr !

FOOD FOR THOUGHT <3<3 PEOPLE NEED PEOPLE

THE PARABLE OF A PENCIL <3<3

- you will be able to do many great things but only if you allow yourself to be held in someone's hands
[i can do everything through christ who strengthens me //philipians 4:13//

- you will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but you will need it to become a better pencil
[ but even if you should suffer for what is right]

- you will be able to correct any mistakes you might make
[if you can "said Jesus'' EVEYTHING IS POSSIBLE FOR HIM WHO BELIEVES//mark 9:23//]

i wanna be more like you
i wanna be more like you
i wanna be a vessel you work through
i wanna be more like you

i love Jesus <3<3<3<3

2005-07-29T23:47:00.000-07:00

its saturday afternoon : x i dislike the weather today!makes me feel so sleepy and makes me cant get down to work! i only managed to do 2 papers please from the complied maths prelims paper from differernt schools! this is so bad!rahhhhhhhhhhh have to finish the whole booklet by like prelims!rahhhhhhhhhhhhhh maths is quite enjoyable after all but somehow the maths gene aint in me!hahs i need to get down to work! prelims is coming and before you know it!O's is here!ahhhhhhhhhhhh just kill me please soon i will be out of stc! like how fast is that though i have waited long to leave this school with screwed rules and all !hahs

the one that makes the sun shine wherever you go why make it harder then it has to be , just listen i will give you love if you give me your heart :) i love you shu yu !candy lollipop boogiyummy mummy !*smuaks* <3<3

2005-07-29T07:52:00.000-07:00

hello!school was very good today <3<3 maths lesson did prelima paper!ran away from pe, went canteen and did maths again! english mas lecture was very goood ! i love mass lectures conducted by miss maggie lee and miss puspalm :) hahs! orals was the topic for this week's lecture! damm funnny please! homeroom after that! school auditorium for pre-grad talk by mr sng!lunch! accounts peer tutoring!shammema's my mentor! samantha is in my group! then social studies peer tutoring! clara's my mentor!my bimbo but she didnt come! pauline and tiffany are in my group! i love then so very much :)

towned after that cause there was no geography tutoring this week :) long john at far east for dinner! talked to petrina precious and wong shu yu baby :) felt so much better! i love theese two friday towning girlfriends :) towning trips will be shortened from this friday onwards! i got humanties peer tutoring please!all the humantities!rahhhhhhhhhhhhh
walkes around far east! walked petrina to wisma!met melissa girlfriend wei ling :) my prettyness sister!hahs i miss her! lol sat and talked at the cafe outside forever 21 :) went to macs! wei ling is damm prettaye :)))) ! talked and stuff! wei ling left us to meet her mum :) walked around with girlfriend!taka zara ! then taka!bought something for besttie <3>
walked to heeren! i miss girlfriend so much kays we just kept talking and talking away!hahs! went flash&splash i saw this nice handbag 35 bucks ! <3<3<3
i saw nice stuff today <3<3 ! 3 skirts! 2 tops! and one handbag!rahhhhhness groundzero at heeren has nice skirts!

i love you wong shu yu :) your my everything mummy !<3<3<3
petrina :) thanks for everything !dont think so much kays!hahs love tons girlfriend <3<3
melissa :) girlfriend :)))))))))))))))))))) i love you !i miss you !lets meet up soon!
wei ling !study hard ya !hahs will meet u next year in poly :)))))) loves !

i miss you so badly! i want you back so badly!

2005-07-28T03:30:00.000-07:00

; THE FRIDAY TOWNING GIRLFRIENDS :]

2005-07-28T03:28:00.001-07:00

MY VERY OWN BESTTIE DANICA TOH SHI YEE :]

2005-07-28T03:28:00.000-07:00

i heart these two girlfriends and my panda man :)

2005-07-28T03:27:00.000-07:00

>>>> i love them very very very much :]

2005-07-28T03:26:00.000-07:00

the very happy people (:

2005-07-28T03:25:00.000-07:00

i know i am short !

2005-07-28T02:12:00.000-07:00

give me one reason to live without you
give me one reason to walk away
i know you dont understand this feeling
how can i show
he is the reason i have to let you go

I've tried so hard to change your mind
I always thought you'd understand the reason why
Why i don't want to do the thing I used to do
Now that my heart and soul belong to God and God alone

Still every nights a fight to make it through
I cant deny I'm still in love with you
But how can you expect me to
Walk with him and give myself to you

Boy,I still long for your embrace
But what i've found in God it can never be replaced
Still i pray for the chance
As you slip through my hands you'll come around
But your hearts so far away from the words
I'm tryin to say

Wish I could hold you both and still be true
Theres only one thing left for me to do
Baby, I Love You
But I can't stay with you unless you love him
too

I'v found the path that i've gotta take no turning back to the old ways
i've gotta chance to take
Sacrifice to make
Whatever it takes I won't turn away
- give me one reason by zoegirl

Come and make my heart
Your home.
Come and be everything I am and all I know.
Search me through and through
'till my heart becomes a home for you

A home for You, Lord
A home for You, Lord.
Let everything I do open up,
A door for You to come through,
And that my heart would be a place where You want to be.

Come and make my heart Your home.
Come and be everything I am and all I know.
Search me through and through '
till my heart becomes a home for You.

You are my portion, filling up everything.
You are the fortune that's causing my heart to sing.
That it's amazing, that
You could make Yourself at home with me.
Come and make my heart,

Come and make it Your home.
Come and be everything I am and all I know.
Search me through and through
'till my heart becomes a home for you
-my heart your home by watermark

I tried to find You but I didn't know
Your nameI searched for love,
but I found only pain
I chased the truth, but I only caught the lies
When I searched for beauty
Dirt got in my eyes

And then Your love showed up
And it erased my pain
Lord, You gave it all just to clear my name

Why You love me
I cannot understand
How You love me, can't even comprehend
That You want me as broken as I am
I can never repay
The way You love me

The closer that I get to You the smaller this world seems
Deep inside my heart You placed eternity
You gave me room to breathe, a place to get away
Standing in Your presence with a debt I can't repay

There's no high, there's no low
There's no power or contro
lNothing's gonna keep me from You
I love the way, the way You love me
- the way you love me by zoegirl

be the reason i live
be my constant vision
be the air i breathe
be the fire in my heart
be the song i sing
Jesus, lord over all
be the lord over me
Jesus come to this alter
here is my heart
let your will be done in me

i am very very very very much in love with radio youth 107.0 !hahs i look forward night time everyday please :) radio youth !

2005-07-27T23:15:00.000-07:00

hello! wong shu yu is at my house now :] hahs and it seems that my mummy loves her !tsk !hahs my mother misses my prettaye girlfriend janet adeline lie!hahs lol tsk! lunch with wong shu yu downstairs!coffee with ice tastes damm bitter!hahs!

mugging has become part of my life already!maths drives me nuts! rahhhhhh i miss band somehow , i miss my precious flute :) i miss my section :) hahs!

school was boring! only chinese was interesting !watched korean movie!the way home!very sweet :)

i miss you like hell :) i love you!

wong shu yu :) i love you baby precious mummy sexaye !

2005-07-27T00:13:00.000-07:00

hello! back from school early today :] :] it didnt rain last night so assembly was at the hardcourt! went up to the hall during pastoral care lesson today! had some cancer talk! irritating please! hahs then free lesson, went library studied :)) i am so proud of myself ! i did maths and accounts! mrs wong didnt come!rahhhhh recess next <3<3 i love my clique :) silly idiots who crack me up till the cows come home !mooooooooooooooos <3 chemistry practical!hahs i managed to do everything on my OWN !YAY! danica's bunsern burner cocked up today on her! hmmm cheer up yeahh!mr yeo is the most irritating teacher please!rahhhhhhhhhhhh saw my precious xiao wei and jadeeeeee :) love <3<3
auditorium for nanyang poly talk! i wanna go ngee ann :) hahs! janet is a irritating girlfriend i swear!rawrrrrrr !hahs but i still love her ;) rachel is a silly girlfriend! she actually went and use glue and paste some paper on the d&t dooor !ohh gooodness!home after school! skipped remedial for geography!it doesnt help me please :)
i cant wait for friday :) then saturday :) !yay <3<3

we fall down
we lay our crowns
at the feet of jesus
his greatness of his mercy and love

we cry holy holy holy
is the lamb :)

i love God <3<3<3<3>

i miss you like hell please i want you back i doubt you will agree i know you wont i love you angel sent from above #32

2005-07-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

hello!how dumb please! i am chatting with caroline chan may yin online now!she's still in school !rahhhhhhhhh! i love irritating her!school was boring! and was feeling very very moody!sorry darlings! was kinda irritated over some stuff!rahhhhhhhhhhhhh you! chemistry lesson was fun <3<3>

happy seven month wong shu yu :] i love you !

i dont know why the past keeps haunting me back i miss you i love you

2005-07-25T02:34:00.000-07:00

church yesterday :) pastor peter preached!quite alright but was feeling very sleepy!yeahh skipped youth service again !was having terrible menstrual cramps which were killing me !rahhhhh went to whampoa for lunch!yummy duck porridge and rojak!hahs i so love it! passed by faith assembly of God church!hahs yeahh then went home!slept till like 4 plus !caught kindered spirit!bathed studied! may yi came home early for dinner!hahs :)

caroline came home early!she was being irritating as usual!why do i have two sisters who are teachers!i have to pass them like my notes and all!growls!rahhh but i love them the same :)

school this morning! i forgot some stuff! maysi aint in a good mood !besttie was sad : x !hurmphhh screw that person who made her unhappy!rahhhhhh you ! tiong after school! saw mrs wong! tiong with shu wen, danica and shu yu precious :) i love her so so much!

shu yu! please cheer up yeahh :) you will always have my support no matter what :) this friday yes <3<3<3<3>

i miss my flute :) growls!

14 more days till gabriel's leaving!ohhh wells :)

2005-07-23T04:00:00.000-07:00

hello!saturday mornings are the nicest to sleep :) hahs i woke up at eleven today !hahs once again the aircon was too tempting for caroline and me!hahs ate breakfast!watched the channel 55 show !its so sweet !hahs i love <3<3>

i miss my flute now :) sighhs! i think my tone became real bad!

3 more days :)

2005-07-22T08:57:00.000-07:00

hello!performance gone all wrong!tone was so airy today both on piccolo and flute!rahhhhhh i so wanted to cry please!sighhs slow part for folklore went all wrong!i vibratoed though!rahhhhh but tone wasnt nice!rahhhhhhhh i am scared for year end!sighhhs should i !someone tell me!

took tons of pictures after the precious clique came!i love those pictures! so prettaye please my girlfriends :) i love them so so so so so !hahs didnt eat much!watched my pretty eyecandy dance! so chio please :) hahs saw rachel's cute girl :) lol she's damm cute! i got a new cute girl <3<3>

hahs! left school around 9.30! shu wen's dad gave us a lift to tiong!went rach's grandma house!changed then went town!cine yoshi for drink :)

me, janet and rach met these 3 irritating guys!rahhhhhhh you !

love for danica <3<3<3<3
love for shu wen <3<3<3
love for janet <3<3<3
love for rachel <3<3<3
love for clara <3<3
love for shu yu <3<3<3
love for band <3<3
love for clique <3<3<3<3<3
love for 5mm <3<3<3
love for michelle <3
love for melissa <3

2005-07-22T00:03:00.000-07:00

hello! i am at besttie's house now :) hahs i love dara's room please !totally princessly!school was crap! i passed my probability test !hahs ! received the past year's prelims papers for maths :) pe lesson was crap!mr francis is a bully i swear!rahhh captain's ball his lame game!hahs i scored goals :) wheeeeeeeee!MASS LECTURE WAS BORING!

walked home after school!it was quit alright at first! ate alot !like kapok food here and there!yeahhh then some stuff happened!sorry ya!rahhh i am so mad at myself please!rahhh! mummy was pissing me off very badly! rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

going school soon :) loves !

2005-07-21T07:16:00.000-07:00

hello !maysi is a happier girl now!i am sweating bucketloads cause some people are coming my house tomorrows and maysi being the nice sweet girl did housework okays! i actually packed my cupboards!my sister's stuff partly caroline's ! packed their cupboards!packed dressing table!packed study table!packed my stuff!its so neat now!hahs ! ohh yes finally managed to convince daddy not to let me change to nokia 6610i cause i hate that phone!yeahhh shall wait for the price of 7270 to drop further!yay :) caroline's not changing too! daddy changed his phone too!so did mummy! :) hahs!

anyhows maths test on probability was crap! hahs not gonna get my full marks!hahs i dont know how to do the last question !rahhhhhhhh ! i was hell blur today !hahs chinese lesson was damm fun <3>

i wanna shop please august is a miserable month so many august babies lah! so gonna go broke all my precious !

love for daddy <3<3<3<3
love for danica <3<3<3
love for shu yu <3<3<3
love for janet <3<3
love for rachel <3<3
love for clara <3
love for shu wen <3<3
love for cow <3<3

2005-07-21T03:40:00.000-07:00

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i am hell pissed now! rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh